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Post by neav on Sept 7, 2010 21:58:41 GMT -5
Neav gave a sharp gasp of disbelief. He was used to people ignoring and caring little for him, but no one had ever said as plainly that they wished him dead. That they would enjoy seeing him dead. It made his stomach twist in fear. Of all the people to run into, why did it have to be this one? Shaking, Neav moved to check over the next stallion. This great dapple-grey creature was named Tempest and lived well up to the name.
Neav's mind raced. He was not so happy that the man planned his theft for the night; it was a long time to wait, being afraid and imagining all the things that could go wrong. "What about the gate-guards?" he asked as he ran brush and hand over Tempest's back. His hand kept shaking and the horse knew something was wrong. They all did. Being quite close to the man, Tempest pulled his lips back as though he would bite. His expression said just come a little closer and I take a munch out of you! Neav saw it and wished very much that the stallion would bite the man. He deserved it.
"Suppose you want tack, too," Neav tried to sound as though he did not really care. "Saddle and bridle and stuff." Neav was very worried. His plan was so shaky... How far would he let the stranger go? What if he get away with Rising Sun? It was not the punishment he was scared of, for all he gave that impression to the man. It was the dreadfulness of loosing a close friend.... No. It would not happen. Neav had to believe it.
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Post by neav on Sept 7, 2010 15:56:37 GMT -5
Neav stared up at him, ice-eyes blazing. Why was the Prince not angry? Neav had said the worst things he could think of and blamed him for everything. Why did he not get angry? Neav wanted him to shout so that he could shout back! A fight with only one fighter is no fight at all. Neav drew in a shuddering breath. The Prince's soft agreement, the way he took all blame without a fight... it made Neav feel almost ashamed. The boy made a choking noise and stepped back, pressing himself to Fair Chance's side. He did not hate Prince Arthur. Not really. He had shouted that to try and make him angry and it had not worked.
"Why are you so calm?" Neav demanded. In his unhappiness, he said things that he never dared to say. "Why don't you hit me or get angry or say you will kill me? Why not? If Embers and Comet and Rising Sun and Willow and everyone... if they are all dead maybe I should be dead too. I said the worst thing to you! Why are you not angry?"
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Post by neav on Sept 6, 2010 18:03:38 GMT -5
Neav was too upset to notice the significance of the Prince's apology. No matter that royalty did not say sorry to servants. No matter that the Prince had risked his own life and had saved the rest of the city from the dragon. No matter that he had lost as many friends himself. Neav did not want him to say he was sorry! For once in his life, the gentle stable-boy wanted to fight. He wanted the Prince to be angry so that he could be angry right back!
"Sorry? So what?" he demanded, stamping his foot. His soft boots made no sound on the straw-covered floor. "So what? Sorry is not going to bring them back. Why ride horses to your stupid fights? Why? If everyone just left us alone we would not come close to spit at a stupid dragon! Do you know how scared Rising Sun was? Do you? I told him to trust you and you would bring him home safe. That is what I said! You made my words a lie and I hate you!" Neav was shouting now. This pale, skinny boy was shouting through his tears at the Prince he worked for. The Prince who so often scared him, but who he had come to trust. The Prince who could kill him with a single blow, or arrest him at a single word. But Neav no longer cared. So many of his friends were dead. He felt he did not care if he died himself.
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Post by neav on Sept 6, 2010 17:35:33 GMT -5
Neav tied his string of horses to a rail that still stood, careful to see that the ones that did not like each other were separated. He glanced about the few left over and called skittish Gillyflower to him, and tied her to the calmer Fair Chance.
Neav noticed the solemness of the Prince's voice and felt another flash of guilt. He could see from the mess of the city that the attacks must have been terrible. Many people must have died. And he only cared that his lovely horses were safe! But the Prince really did not seem to hate him for it... and Neav was not sure what to say to him. He supposed the Prince must feel some responsibility for the whole city, and many people had died. "It was lucky..." he agreed softly. What more could he say? "It was good that you managed to chase all the monsters away." At least, that was what he assumed had happened.
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Post by neav on Sept 6, 2010 16:11:19 GMT -5
Neav stood trembling, his arms around the mare's neck and his face pressed close to her. Her chestnut coat was dark with his tears. Neav breathed her musty smell, tried to comfort himself with her closeness... But it could not light the darkness in his heart. When he had prepared the horses for that fight with the dragon, of course he had known that they might not come back. Everyone had know it. It was a fruitless idea, an attack of desperation. But nothing could have prepared him for the reality of it. And of course Neav had lived with the death of a horse-friend before. But never so many all at once! It had been so terrible. From the death of the first horse to the last, Neav had felt echoes of their pain. When nine of them had burned in the dragon's fire, Neav had screamed as though he burned with them. "Fair Chance, Fair Chance..." he whispered the chestnut's name. "Oh Chance, so many brothers and sisters are gone..."
Suddenly someone came up behind him, spoke his name. Neav turned. His cheeks were wet and his eyes red from crying but he did not care. Neav found himself staring up into the saddened face of Prince Arthur. Neav made a curious noise somewhere between a laugh and a hiccup. He could not deal with a Prince now! He could not be all politeness and all helpfulness, not today! Besides, it was that Prince's royal fault that all Neav's friends were dead. Suddenly he was very angry.
"Willow," Neav hissed the name of first horse who had died. "Cut down by dragon claws." His eyes glared accusingly through tears. "Azrael - the same. Comet and Rising Sun -" (two of the Prince's own horses, ridden by he and Merlin) "Paprika, Rillian, Embers, Falcon, Hero, Castor and Shadow. All burned to ashes." On the last word his voice cracked and Fair Chance nuzzled his arm. Her nose was soft as fresh raspberries but Neav ignored the comfort. He could not take comfort now.
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Post by neav on Sept 6, 2010 1:23:34 GMT -5
Neav turned back to stare at her, forgetting about him embarrassingly wet eyes. The king had though her a witch? But she seemed so gentle. And then gasped in a sudden rush of remembering. The blacksmith. The King had killed Tom the blacksmith who made the best fitting horseshoes in the land. Neav had been so sad. Tom was one of the few people who talked to him as though he were a real person. And he had a daughter, and talked about her too. She was a handmaiden for the Lady Morgana. Guinevère. But he had called her Gwen.
Neav stared at Gwen, enlightened. Now he knew who he was talking too! And at the same time he cursed himself because he should had known before. Cursed himself for his bad memory of people. And he had known when Gwen was accused of witchcraft, too. "I had forgotten. You nearly died..." And then the truth of the matter hit him. He paled. He had been asking questions about a magical creature and if the King could accuse someone as gentle as Gwen for a witch, he could accuse a stable-boy... "Mistress Guinevère, I - " but Neav broke off, not sure what he wanted to say. "It was just a dream I had, I just thought it was a beautiful horse or a deer maybe and it died and it hurt..." his tongue was racing away with him, and making things worse rather than better. Oh, he was just so tired! And he wanted to be with a unicorn.
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Post by neav on Sept 6, 2010 0:32:50 GMT -5
Aaron Williams refrained from rolling his eyes. In his opinion, some of these knights took the whole justice-for-everyone thing a bit too far. They believed that people should be upright and honourable and did not seemed to realise that the world was just not like that. However, a knight was a knight and a noble also, and so had to be obeyed. "Apologies, Neav," Aaron Williams hurled the words over his shoulder.
Neav looked up, startled. Then he grinned. Of course. Sir Lancelot was using his funny thoughts on Master Williams too. Neav flipped the saddle-blankets over the rails, inside-out to air. Sher-Fore had his nose in the water trough and Neav eyed him critically. How long? "An hour?" he asked, hopefully. Of course he could get Sher-Fore ready in much less time than that, but an hour would give him a rest.
Aaron Williams raised his eyebrows but replied politely enough. "Of course. Neav will bring the horse to you." And then, once the knight had gone. "Well. You have a powerful friend now, boy. Strange." Neav did not reply and the head groom went back to his own work.
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An hour later, Neav rode the stallion toward the market place. Sher-Fore was fresh now, picking up his feet in a way that made Neav smile. His coat shone with good grooming. In the short hour that Neav had worked on him, the boy had grown to love Sher-Fore and his calm, noble bravery. The perfect horse for a knight like Sir Lancelot. Now Neav scanned the crowd, looking for the knight. The place was so busy at this time of day.
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Post by neav on Sept 5, 2010 1:09:05 GMT -5
Neav looked doubtful. The man would care for Rising Sun as he would any other horse? That was not promising. He had not proved himself to be a caring person at all. But Neav reminded himself that Rising Sun would not spent a single moment alone in his company.
Neav did not like the way this man laughed, either. Like he was enjoying his wickedness all too much. The boy crouched by Rising Sun's back hooves, taking his time to reply. From that position, a kick from the stallion would probably kill him. But Neav trusted the horse. He placed a hand on first one hock, then the other to compare them for heat but both were fine. It would be Rising Sun who he would trusted with both their lives.
At last the boy stood up, faced his tormentor again. He did not want to answer at all, but nor could he risk annoying the man. It was too dangerous. "I... don't know..." he whispered in answer to the last question. He did not want to think about what might happen if the man did get away with Rising Sun. "The Prince will be so angry..." He swallowed. "What if he kills me?" And there was real fear in his eyes. Not for his own death, but for his beloved horses. Neav tried to change the subject. "How are you going to get Rising Sun away? You can't ride him through the city. No one ever rides him except the Prince and me. People will see and cry you out thief!"
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Post by neav on Sept 4, 2010 22:34:04 GMT -5
Neav ran expert fingers down Rising Sun's legs. If he was going to use this stallion for his plan, he needed to be sure the creature was sound. If there was even the smallest hint of soreness or a heated tendon, he would take Tempest instead.
Suddenly the man spoke behind him and Neav jumped violently, spinning to face him. Catching his fear, the four stallions snorted and pranced. Neav took a breath to calm himself. Of course he was still twitchy but that did not give the horses any good. None of them are going to die. He stared at the man, leaning against the wall so calm and scornful, and then turned back to Rising Sun. He was sound. Neav would take him. "Yes. This is Rising Sun," he said and the unhappiness was obvious in his voice. "He is half Arabian and half Barb. He had new shoes a week ago..." Neav trailed off, adding in a whisper. "You got to look after him proper." Somehow it was easy to play that he was going to let Rising Sun go. After all, he was so afraid that it would happen it was not even a lie!
The next question bought the colour rushing to his face. What would he say? Oh, just imagine it! The Prince had placed his whole trust in Neav. Imagine if he did loose Rising Sun. It would be so dreadful... "I - I don't know," Neav admitted. And then, slowly thinking it out. "I think... I would say... I was exercising him. I got to do that anyway, always running him outside the city walls. And that he... threw me. Bolted and ran."
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Post by neav on Sept 3, 2010 1:16:39 GMT -5
Thank you Alistair! But do not worry. My sister made the image bigger for me and I read it ok. Thank you so much for posting and for the new link! And somehow you know so much stuffs! It is amazing!!
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Post by neav on Sept 3, 2010 1:09:37 GMT -5
Aaron Williams glanced at the tall stranger who had appeared with his stable-boy. He took a breath, controlled his anger and listened while the man seemed to take the blame. "Well." Aaron Williams was a busy person. He did not have time to be talking with a stranger, though he was glad that Neav had not suddenly turned disobedient. It was the first time he had ever been late to the stables and Aaron did not want him making a habit of it. "I trust he has helped you and you now know your way." And with those words the man strode off to see to some horses under his own charge.
Inside the stable, Neav was with Prince Arthur's four stallions. He got them fresh water and hey, and began grooming vigorously. They nibbled his hair, grooming him back and gradually Neav began to calm. He trusted his horses completely. He pressed his forehead to Rising Sun's shoulder. "Oh you..." he whispered. "You're going to start a new life, Rising Sun. No more Prince's for you! Just a wicked, evil man who has a knife..." And he gave a small, secret smile. He knew now what he would do. Left alone, his idea had grown into a full plan. Of course there was a little risk, but none of his sweet horses would end up dead. So he was sure.
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Post by neav on Sept 2, 2010 22:04:30 GMT -5
Neav had no intention of playing the man false. Not yet, anyhow. He knew that even if he did try to run, the man could throw his dagger accurately enough to kill him. And there was no chance he would risk the lives of horses once they got to the stables. I will think of something. I have to think of something.
Neav obediently set of at a half-run, wanting to get to the stables quickly but not wanting the man to think he was trying to escape. He kept glancing over his shoulder to see if he was still being followed. Soon enough they were at the stables. Looking behind him once again, Neav ran into someone for the second time that day.
"You!" Unfortunatly Neav had run in to Aaron Williams, head groom and master of the stables. The irate man boxed his ears. Neav gasped, clutching his ringing head. "Get in there now!" Williams snarled, shoving the boy inside. "The Prince's four only. Food, water, grooming, exercises. And I will deal with you tonight." Knowing that could only mean one thing, Neav shot inside, quivering like a startled foal.
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Post by neav on Sept 2, 2010 21:46:07 GMT -5
Neav stared at her in alarm. Magic? A unicorn was a magical creature? No. Surely she must have got that wrong. It could not be true... Neav knew the King's views on magic. He knew that all magic was evil, practised by witches and wicked sorcerers and that magical creatures were just as evil. That was all he knew on the subject of magic. So how could something so beautiful as a unicorn be magical? Neav knew the creature in his dream had not been evil. That unicorns were the most precious things in the entire world. He did not know how he knew; he just did.
Slowly he shook his head. "No..." he whispered, and then remembered that he was contradicting someone much more important than him. "I mean, I'm sorry. I wont ask the questions to anyone else..." He trailed off. He had hoped to one day see a unicorn himself... he had wanted to go into the forest and call out for one, make friends like he did with horses. Now he never could because a unicorn was illegal and hated by the King...
He turned his head to hide his eyes. Neav found that he suddenly felt like crying, and that was disgraceful. Boys did not cry!
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Post by neav on Sept 1, 2010 19:30:00 GMT -5
Neav froze. His blood seemed to turn to ice in his veins and an icy hand gripped his heart. This man would not only steal his horses... he would kill one of the precious creatures to made sure he got his own way. I hate you. I will kill you.
Such a thought from gentle Neav was so shocking that he almost scared himself. He had never wanted to kill anything in all his short life. Now hatred burned through him, an icy fire that threatened to consume his every thought.... I will kill you. Neav swallowed, fought to get himself under control. He would not let this happen. He would tell no one, he would do nothing and say nothing suspicious. He would not let this man touch a single one of his horses. But he would certainly not give him Rising Sun. Never. Deep in the deepest part of his mind, a plan began to form. Neav did not properly look at it. He would have to let it grow itself or it would vanish in anger and panic.
The boy swallowed again and found that he was shaking. "Yes. I understand." His voice was so soft it could hardly be heard.
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Post by neav on Sept 1, 2010 19:12:21 GMT -5
Neav gave a sigh of relief when the Prince simply agreed and took some of the halters from him. He was glad that he had not made him upset with the suggestion. It was always so hard to know the right and wrong things to say, espically to someone as important as a prince.
Neav watched a moment as Prince Arthur approached a small cluster of mares. They eyed him warily but they did not run. Though the Prince still moved like a hunter - Neav did not think there was any way that the man could not - but four tired mares we not nearly as high-strung as the stallions yesterday. They would let him catch and halter them, Neav thought. He called Kingfisher to him, knowing that if he caught the leading stallion then the herd would be even calmer. The big black horse lowered his head so that Neav could reach it, and then waited patiently while the boy collected a few more. As he worked, Neav considered the question. His hands and mind full of his creature-friends, he did not find it so difficult to answer.
"Horses need a leader," he explained. "When there is trouble they look to their leader. This herd has Kingfisher. So I let them all out, I ride Kingfisher and tell him where to go and they all follow us even though they are so afraid. They know we will lead them to safety." It was simple, really. Much easier than understanding the complicated ways of people.
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Post by neav on Sept 1, 2010 18:46:24 GMT -5
Yay for Gwen! And for Arthur and Kazira and their so-funny thread! And I cannot really say congratulations for Tam because she is me...
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Post by neav on Sept 1, 2010 18:44:07 GMT -5
Two questions before they went? Neav bit back a sigh. He wanted to go now, before the man changed his mind and knifed him. Before he was so late that he would get a worse punishment than a simple beating. "Neav," said Neav, obediently giving his name. And then, before the man could ask, "I have not got a last name." He really did not want to have to say way. Explain that he was a foundling child, that no one even knew where he came from... Not that Neav really cared about his uncertain past. But he did not want just anybody knowing it.
The next question, however, took him by surprise. Did he like horses? Why would he want to know that? Perhaps he was wise to people who liked horses. Perhaps he knew that some people would rather die than give up a horse to a horrid stranger. But Neav could not lie about his passion. The boy never lied... and he knew if he tried he would never be believed. So instead he said, "I have to like them. I work with them every single day." Which was quite true without, Neav hoped, betraying his heart-felt passion. The boy tried to move away again. "Please..." he said. "Can I please go now? I am so late... I will be in so much trouble..." He chewed his lip, truly anxious. Being hit was never fun.
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Post by neav on Sept 1, 2010 1:05:38 GMT -5
Neav's eyes anxiously followed the waving blade. He did not doubt that the man would kill him, given even half an excuse. He did not at all understand why, but then, he never did really understand people. They were all so complicated. As for the two options... they were hardly options. Die now, or perhaps die in a little while? It was no choice.
But when the man mentioned that he was sure Neav ought to be about his duties already, the boy gasped in horror. "I am so late," he breathed. That was dreadful. He had been late for work only once before and had been given the most dreadful beating for it... Neav bit his lip. He had to get there now, as fast as possible! "I will get you a horse," he gabbled, trying to edge away from the man. "I will get you Noble," he continued, naming the Prince's horse that was his closest friend. Noble listened to him unquestioningly, which would be important if they had to fool the wicked man. "He is the Prince's best charger, I am supposed to exercise him today..."
But how did the man want him to do it? How did the man suggest the horse was to change hands. Neav did not know how far through the plan he would have to go. Could he not just turn up at the stables, and stay there? The man could not hurt him in the busy work-place, could he?
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Post by neav on Sept 1, 2010 0:37:04 GMT -5
Oh. Oh no. He wanted a horse? One of Prince Arthur's, or the King's horses... A list of their names flooded his mind. Comet, Tempest, Noble, Rising Sun, Kingfisher, Flyaway, Chanter... This was very bad. There was no doubt that Neav could get him one. No one would question him if he took one of the horses from their stalls; he was always doing it. But Neav would not give a single one of his precious friends over to this man! This man who pressed a knife to his throat, who threatened wicked things... No. It was unthinkable.
But here was he, with a knife against him (though no longer cutting him was still threateningly close) and no way of protecting himself. o Neav swallowed again. He had to agree. He had no intention of giving up one of his friends, but to save his life now he had to agree.
"Yes..." he said, his expression so pained. Even to pretend he was giving up one of his horses was terrible. "I could get you a horse but... the Prince... the King... they would kill me...." He faded to a whisper, mind and heart racing. It was true. They would, if Neav actually did such a dreadful thing. But he would not. If only he could get away from the man's knife, he would find some way of stopping this... He had to.
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Post by neav on Sept 1, 2010 0:03:56 GMT -5
The blood from the cut was seeping into his shirt collar now. Neav swallowed and then regretted it with a hiss through his teeth. That action had made the blade cut deeper. Glad that at least the strange man had asked him a question he could properly answer, Neav said, "I Prince Arthur's stable-boy," he said softly. "And I care for all the horses in the Castle."
He was not sure why the man wanted to know this. If he tried to get him to hurt one of the horses he cared for... Neav would rather die.
((Sorry it is so short... My imagination is sleeping. ))
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