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Post by Yassia Dyfrène de Ailantha on Oct 30, 2011 8:00:10 GMT -5
Had she truly just made him blush with calling him a good man?! Yassia scarcely believed her eyes as she watched the tint of red starting to color his cheeks. Surely he must know his worth? If it only had been her place to say it, she would have told him much more, how she could not imagine any man to be better, that he gave his whole trait a very good name and how it pained her ever having cursed him to the lowest parts of hell. It had been when she was writhing in pain, but she still yearned to take it back. Cursing someone was not just idle speaking of words, it could really bring bad luck! And the least thing she wanted was for Oliver to have bad luck. She actually wished him nothing but well. A life full of happiness and little struggle. And the girl who could claim his heart in the end was a lucky girl indeed. Well, maybe he had all this already… and it shouldn’t make her sad to come to this particular conclusion. And yet it did. ”Well, it is true, no need to thank me”, she warded his thanks off and couldn’t help a little blush coloring her own cheeks. “I will be forever indebted to your steady hands and your clear head.”
“I would gladly be the olive tree to your thistle,” For a little moment Yassia just stared up at him, in loss for words. It probably had meant to be a perfectly innocent and funny remark, but that was not how it came across to her. Well, yes, it was still hilariously funny but it was not quite as innocent. The olive tree to your thistle… suddenly a smile began to tug at the corners of her mouth and her lips started to quiver. Slowly a chuckle rose up in her body, coming deep from her stomach and then reached her mouth where it burst out. It hurt, once again, but this time the merry feeling crowded the pain out two to one. She hadn’t wanted to laugh at him, but she just couldn’t stop herself. ”S-sorry..” she gasped, trying to regain control over her outburst, but with little success. “Please don’t be offended, it’s just…” and then she started laughing again. The clear-headed Yassia most likely would have been defensive and even angry at the suggestive meaning in his words, but it showed how much she liked and trusted him that all she saw was the funny side of it.
Yassia took another spoonful of the delicious stew with a thankful smile, but then, living up to the game, she arched her brows in her best regal manner, giving her voice the same majestic tone. ”Well, indeed, some are to bow, some are to be used as furniture”, she spoke, given a graceful nod which was slightly difficult as she was still leaning against his chest. “Each to his own and to his best abilities. You are very comfortable furniture, so I decree you’ll be used for that henceforth.” Now that was not so very innocent herself, because there was surely other furtniture included than just being a chair… but like Oliver before, the double meaning escaped her inebriated and carefree mind.
She could also feel the rumbling of his stomach in her back, more even than she could hear it, and she softly shook her head when he told her to ignore it. “But you must eat as well!” she protested. “It must be a pain for you feeding me and not getting something yourself. I’ll tell you how we’ll do it!” she exclaimed impulsively, smiling. “One spoonful for me, and one for you! So we eat together! Is that a deal?” Too late something else occurred to her that almost made her blush again. He might not know it, but there was a certain significance to eating from the same plate, at least in Ailantha amongst the higher class. Commoners didn’t have so many dishes to really care making a fuss about it, but for Yassia there was not only a fairytale-reference as to what it implied using the same dish together. And they had already shared the drink...
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Post by Yassia Dyfrène de Ailantha on Oct 30, 2011 7:13:14 GMT -5
As if her eyes had taken on a new special kind of skill, they didn’t need long to find Oliver. Almost as if she had known where he was all along, her searching eyes settled on the all too familiar figure that had been her stronghold a year ago. How many hours had she spent leaning against his strong chest, first writhing in agony and then later… no! Stop it Yassia! She chided herself and forced both her eyes and thoughts into another direction. That had been in another time, in another life even! She could not dwell on it now. He had made it more than clear how he despised her, and as much as it pained her, Yassia was too proud to beg for his attention. If he chose to see her as a liar and whatever else might be going on in his mind, there was nothing she could do to change that apart from speaking the truth. She had done that and he had chosen not to listen. She was not at fault here!
And yet, when her eyes settled once more on him, standing beside his brother, and she found two pairs of eyes looking her way. Like every time their eyes seemed to meet through whatever distance, it sent a shock wave through Yassia’s body, but it was by no means an unpleasant feeling. It was like his eyes made her body come to life, for the first time fully alive with every fibre that was to it… But of course this feeling was not to last for long, as it was once again Oliver turning away. Again Yassia chided herself for her foolish behavior. Was that how a grown woman, a princess and soon-to-be queen should act? No! She was giving herself the airs of a giggling fifteen year old servant girl! She could do better than that, surely!
As she had forced her eyes away again, she had not witnessed what had come to pass between the two brothers, but as her eyes strayed back, all she saw of Oliver was his slender back just moving out of the door in a rather determined stride. And Edmund himself was so suddenly by her side, she could have sworn he had used magic of some kind. Or had she been really so deep in her thoughts? “I trust Your Highness has taken a good enough rest for tonight’s dancing? May I have the honor of being your first dance for the night?” He asked her to dance… Well, on one hand Yassia loved nothing more than dancing, and she had already regretted missing out on it on Oliver’s behalf. The court of Camelot was blessed with many enthusiastic dancers and on the few feasts she had already attended she had never stayed a wallflower for long. Many had asked her to dance and she had danced with many. But all the while she had remembered a certain snippet of a conversation with a certain huntsman. “You ought to tell your wound to heal faster so you can dance sooner,” he had said. And she had wanted nothing more than to dance with him. And now she was about to dance with his brother… well, she guessed that was all fate would allow her…
All the well-mannered princess, she planted a smile on her face, though her heart was heavy with remorse for things that could have been. ”I would be the one feeling honored, Prince Edmund!” she assured him, and almost meant it. He was not at fault for what had come to pass between his brother and her, so she could not very well make him suffer for it. He was kind and courteous enough, so there was nothing speaking against dancing with him, yes? Nothing rational anyway. Already the musicians had prepared to open the dance, so Yassia once again laid her hand on Edmund’s preparing to be led on the dance floor.
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Post by Yassia Dyfrène de Ailantha on Oct 29, 2011 20:26:45 GMT -5
Yassia gladly took the seat beside Caitrin and leaned her head against the wall, closing her eyes for a split second. It didn’t stop the whirling memories and pictures, but it did give her at least the inkling of a moment of peace. The princess had always thought that you could sort everything out with the right amount of determination and logic, but apparently she had now found the one thing that was as evasive to her logic as water was to grasping hands. How should she ever make sense of this mess? Where should she even start? Both her and Oliver had now tossed in so much and had meddled past and present together in a gordic knot that was impossible to untangle. And bottom line of it all was that he still didn’t know if he could believe her. Though she hadn’t even done so much! Why could he not forgive her the same thing he had done? Why was he so adamant in thinking she had ‘played’ him on purpose? Nothing was farther from her mind!
Caitrin’s open expression of shock would have caused Yassia to laugh in any other circumstances. Her face was just priceless and her voice as well with which she spoke his name. But now she didn’t even manage much more than a weary, lopsided smile that sooner faded than it had appeared. So she had been at least right. Caitrin knew him, and thus could maybe tell her something about him. But then, knowing Caitrin as the flirtatious woman she was, did Yassia even want to dig into this deeper? What if she discovered something she didn’t want to know? Once again the picture of Lady Electra’s rapturous facial expression assaulted Yassia’s mind and it was all she could do not to ball her hands into tight fists. Which just caused another wave of confusion. Why was it getting to her so much? She had no claim on Oliver, had she? He was a free man and could do whatever he wished… and yet… the line her thoughts had straying to made her almost regret asking Caitrin about him… sweet stars, could you be any more pathetic? What in the heavens’ name was wrong with her?!
”Yes”, she sighed, trying to stop her thoughts from galloping away into directions she hadn’t even reached with Caitrin yet. “Oliver was the very same huntsman. I recognized him at once… though he took a considerable longer time recognizing me.” The revellation that Caitrin had spoken with him should not come as a big surprise, but Yassia still felt a tiny prick of some stinging feeling she could not even name. Why was Oliver making it so difficult for her? ”If you have spoken to him…”, she hesitantly began, unsure if she really should voice what was practically burning on her tongue, “…did he… say something? Or did he appear different?”
She shook her head at herself quickly, heaving another sigh. “Forget I asked that, it was stupid. No, what I really wanted to know is: How well is the ‘very well’ you know him? I mean… what kind of man is he? I must admit I can’t tell you anymore. I thought I knew him… but it turns out I did not know him at all.”
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Post by Yassia Dyfrène de Ailantha on Oct 29, 2011 19:28:38 GMT -5
She had serioulsy cotemplated staying in her room for the banquet and the dancing that would most likely ensue after. Yassia had no mind for festivities now, even less than before she had stumbled over Oliver. He had managed to completely spoil her mood, and his brother Edmund had surely tried to raise her spirits, but inwardly he had not succeeded in the slightest. Then again, this was a gathering in Arthur’s honor, missing out on it would be insulting him, and that was the least thing she wanted, not only because she still needed his help. She was proud of him and happy for him that he finally became what he deserved to be. If it wasn’t for Oliver she would have swallowed her own grief and put on a brave show. But him being there would make everything so much harder.
So of course she had come. Like the few dozen other nobles she was sitting at the long tables now, barely touching the food that nearly made the tables crash with its abundance. No one could expect her to be interested in eating now, right? Even still after a year of more or less settling down in Camelot unwillingly, or just not being on the road anymore, she still could civilize her needs for food quite strongly. She had had to go with little or no food at all for days, and that had reduced her hunger to a small degree in general. And you could very well say as well that the recent events had spoilt her appetite. Yassia had long since decided that as soon as it was considered alright, she would excuse herself and retire to her chambers for the night. The least thing she wanted was to be forced into another conversation with Oliver again. Or Edmund. As nice as he was, Yassia didn’t think she could deal with anything anymore today.
And yet, who was she fooling really? It had not only been an act to adjust her clothing to her rather sombre mood, getting rid of the rich royal garments. The dress she wore now, albeit more plain and lacking the golden splendour, was still a nice choice. She had redone her hair as well, weaving small strands of the top layer of her hair into an intricate net that practiically encaged the rest of her hair. And her forhead sported a silver circlet, plain as well, but marking her royal status for all to see. She couldn’t even fool herself succesfully and say she had put in so much effort in her appearance for herself. No… a twisted part of her mind still wanted to catch the eye of a certain someone… there was no denying it however hard she tried.
Soon enough everyone seemed to have eaten his fill and busy servants cleared the tables. Within a short amount of time the banquer hall would be ready for the planned dance. Time to leave, clearly. And yet, Yassia couldn’t bring her feet to move towards the door. Instead, her eyes started to scan the crowd.
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Post by Yassia Dyfrène de Ailantha on Oct 29, 2011 8:46:08 GMT -5
“Nothing can--I mean it’s fine. I can’t very well leave you in this condition, can I?” Nothing can—Nothing can??!! What had he wanted to say? And why had her heart leaped with these two words that practically could mean anything? She shouldn’t be so stupid to believe he would have said something along the line of “nothing can be more important” or such – that was truly pathetic and ridiculous and couldn’t have been born out of anything but wishful thinking induced by too much whiskey. Truly Yassia, be careful to not lose it! You’re not that kind of girl, are you? Never lose sight of who you are, not even under such circumstances! If you do anything stupid now, you will probably regret it for the rest of your life! But the reasonable voice had a hard time getting through to Yassia as she was becoming more ‘devil-may-care’ every second. On the other hand, she was very glad for his correct behaviour. Many a man would have taken advantage of the situation long ago. Not so Oliver. ”Oh believe me, I’ve stumbled over some people who would”, Yassia retorted, rolling her eyes. “No, you might think it is granted to help someone out in need which makes you a good man. But not everyone thinks that way.”
It might not be the thing every girl wished for, being compared to a thistle, but Yassia was very content with it nevertheless. In any way, it had brough their conversation to a less confusing, still joking level again. And it wasn’t even that wrong, yes? Thistles had thorns just like roses did, but they were safe from being picked because no one thought them worth the hassle. A thistle could live her life in peace without being constantly flattered and abused for her outward beauty. And then Yassia had always thought thistle blossoms quite beauitful. Their beauty was more subtle and hidden than that of most flowers, but it was there. ”It sounds perfect.” Yassia gave him a cheeky grin. “The olive tree and the thistle… what a curious mixture indeed.”
Why had she been speaking of a mixture? Was she now implying that the two of them should in any way belong together? What kind of new madness was that? And yet, it sounded perfectly right when it left her mouth. This was heading into an entirely wrong direction, but Yassia did not know how to alter its course… or if she even wanted to! That was the most alarming things of all. First it had only been acting unseemly out of necissity, but now that the need for desperate measures was gone, why couldn’t she take a step back and become her distant self again? Was it truly only the alcohol speaking out of her? Or was some of this also his doing?
“Then I’d gladly stay and feed you all the dinner that your stomach could take in,” Very unlike her, Yassia could feel a chuckle that almost bordered on a girlish giggle break rise up in her chest. She hadn’t been fed ever since she was a little child, and certainly not ever by a man… but then again… what about it? No one that knew her could see her now and think anything of it! This was an extreme situation and normal conditions didn’t apply to those. So why be a spoilsport and deny it? “Here you go, princess. Eat your fill,” Yassia couldn’t help but wince when he called her by her true title and for a split second a cold fist seemed to reach for her heart. How does he know?! Paranoia swept over her like a tidal wave, until her brain kicked in and told her that he had been most likely joking. And she better now replied in jest as well. Hopefully he had blamed the wincing on her wound and nothing else! Opening her mouth dutifully, she took a spoonful of the stew, savored the taste quickly and then swallowed. ”Why thank you, Mylord”, she joked back, raising him to an at least similar status. “Not bad for a bunch of huntsmen!”
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Post by Yassia Dyfrène de Ailantha on Oct 29, 2011 8:01:44 GMT -5
It was never easy for Yassia speaking of her journey and the reasons for it like that. There were still some incidents forever to be enclosed in her heart, never to tell anyone unless she was willing to lay her whole life at this someone’s feet. Even Caitrin didn’t know everything, even though they shared a few horrible memories. But if anything, the people of Albion were of a rather curious nature and had inquired after her fate very often. She was used to tell at least part of it, and she got better and better with concealing her emotions every time. But however horrible those incidents were, they were of an almost sacred nature to her, part of her story, part of her truth, and thus someone doubting them, even though with just so many words, made her desperately angry. It was set! She would ignore Oliver from now on, try to forget him. If he didn’t have the decency to at least give her the benefit of doubt, then he was not the man she had seen in him.
His brother on the other hand, seemed a totally different story. Well, at least one of the family knew the meaning of courtesy. He paled in comparison with Oliver, of course, but by now Yassia should have learned that a pleasant exterior did by no means indicate a good heart and a good man in general. Vortigern had been the best example to that, though of course Yassia would never put Oliver and this man on the same level. There was a difference between rudeness and cruelty, if anything. That didn’t alter the fact though that Yassia was getting extremely fed up with the whole situation. She needed time to get her head straight and think, and yet she had to play along to Prince Edmund’s courtesy.
Or was it even something more than courtesy? Yassia’s gaze quickly flickered to the hand that had suddenly be placed on her arm, but she allowed it to stay there, didn’t shake it off. Instead, she merely inclined her head and smiled. ”I am glad to hear that you believe me, Prince Edmund”, she replied in a soft voice, now once again in control over her emotions. “I know some who don’t, but if they choose to see me as a liar I cannot help them.” Now this was clearly directed to Oliver, even if she had vowed to ignore him. What a treacherous thing a tongue can be! “But yes, I know I have friends here, true friends and I am glad for every single one of them.” The look she saw in Edmund’s eyes confused her. Was he trying to tell her something more than his courteous words implied, or was she just overreacting. In any way, this situation was getting far too much to deal with and so Yassia wasn’t even that angry at Oliver when he piped up:
“Well, everybody must be tired. We all should get some rest for tonight’s festivities, don’t you think?” “Edmund, I said let’s go,”
They were clearly waiting for her answer, and for a moment Yassia was at odds with herself. The offer to take her to her chambers was probably nothing more than a courteous offer, but what signal would it send to Oliver? And why the HELL did she care what Oliver would think?! While her thoughts reached this impossible impass once more, she had not even noticed her gaze flickering towards him again, and this time their eyes met, for a seemingly endless second. But it was Yassia who broke the gaze, telling herself: He thinks you’re a liar… do not grace him with your forgiveness!
So she raised her hand and placed it on Edmund’s with another smile, telling him: “What a graceful offer, Sire, of course I accept!” But her eyes, that treacherously flickered back to Oliver one last time before she was being led away, told an entirely different story.
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Post by Yassia Dyfrène de Ailantha on Oct 29, 2011 5:09:42 GMT -5
Yassia could almost feel the confusion she had now ignited in Caitrin as well, and it made her sigh wearily. Just great! She had been going at this the perfectly wrong way, though she could not find how she could have done it better. This matter was just too confusing to deal with in general, she should not have burdened her friend with it in the first place. No… but then again, how WAS she supposed to deal with this alone? Again pictures of the previous hours whirled through her mind, making this every so much more diffcult to focus on. What she had seen in his eyes was mostly distrust and even contempt, anger and all kinds of unpleasant things. And yet… sometimes she could have sworn to see a flicker of something else there… just for a second and quickly masked… but then that might also be nothing but wishful thinking.
She didn’t expect Caitrin to remember much from a vague mentioning of some huntsman months and months ago, and so thought it easier to recapitulate the encounter that was still so vivid and precious in her mind, even though Oliver’s current behavior had done much to blemish it. What of it had been the sole outcome of too much whiskey being consumed by them both and what had been true? Then again, today when they had met he had been drunk as well, and he had not been in the least as nice as he had been back then… it just did not make any sense! ”Well…” she started with a sigh, raking a hand through her hair, “what I told you back then is that he shot me out of accident, then treated my wound and… that I liked him, but knew that this was never going to work out, he a carefree huntsman and me, a princess with the weight of a kingdom’s future on her shoulders.”
Again she let go a sigh, almost smiling now, though it held a bitter edge. “I don’t remember if I told you that his name was Oliver. Turns out he ‘forgot’”, she let airquotes accompany the word, “to mention that he also sports a very fancy title.” Yassia swallowed and looked at Caitrin, all the confusion and hurt and a few other emotions she could not name herself evident in her eyes. ”It’s part of the reason I come to you, apart from me needing a friend’s advice. You might know him, his true name is ... Prince Oliver de Mercia.”
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Post by Yassia Dyfrène de Ailantha on Oct 28, 2011 9:48:01 GMT -5
The door was opened rather quickly, thank the stars, and Yassia stepped through it as fast as she could without appearing rushed. Not that she was getting paranoid, but the least she wanted was to meet one of the Mercian royal family right now, and with the luck she had today that was not even too far fetched. Once in, Yassia’s eyes scanned the room quickly and she heaved an inward sigh of relief when she found it to be empty except for Caitrin. Griff must be elsewhere. It was not like she didn’t like Griff, she found him rather amusing and in her eyes there was no better man for her best friend, just… this was something she rather spoke about with Caitrin alone. If anything, she would not feel embarrassed when the right words wouldn’t come to her right away. This was a merely private setting, just what she had aimed for.
Seeing Caitrin again reminded Yassia that they had not spoken in private for a while, not since Morgana’s reign had ended, and for a quick moment her own concerns were crowded out by the question of how Caitrin fared. After all, Morgana had treated her rather roughly, though Yassia never had dared to inquire details. It was enough that the mere knowledge of Caitrin’s opposition had swayed Yassia into the right direction, opened her eyes for Morgana’s true face after she had been blinded momentarily by Morgana’s seemingly gracious offer of help for Ailantha. Outwardly her friend might appear the same, but just one glance was enough to see for Yassia that Caitrin had changed. The ere exuberant light of life in her eyes was not gone, but diminished and clouded by wariness. Maybe she would heal over time, but Yassia knew what only a few days in the hands of a malicious soul could do to you.
“How are you?” The question was no unexpected one, but it still caught Yassia slightly off guard and she bit her lip. How was she indeed? How could she possibly find words for the peculiar and thoroughly frustrating state she was in? Were there even words for this? In the end she didn’t even try, but after her attempt of a smile had failed, buried one half of her face in her right hand again like she had done outside the door and groaned. ”Oh Cait… if you only knew…” That of course was not a very informative statement, she would have to add to it, lest she turned Cait into an equally confused bundle of nerves. And then where would her advice come from? ”I’m… I don’t even know how I feel and what to say”, she tried again, shaking her head helplessly. “I met someone again today I thought I never would meet again… but it turns out we both lied to each other about who we really are… and now…”
She broke off. No, that wasn’t the right way to go about this. Caitrin wouldn’t get anything useful out of a rant about her confused feelings. She needed facts. Something she could work with. ”Do you remember the huntsman I once told you about… on our first meeting?” Note: it's absolutely fine ^^
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Post by Yassia Dyfrène de Ailantha on Oct 28, 2011 5:39:14 GMT -5
Yassia’s head was whirling, her thoughts tossing and turning inside her mind, tripping over each other, shouting at each other… in all honesty right now she would have liked to tear her head off her shoulders and be done with it all! And she wasn’t even drunk! No, it was not alcohol that caused her to be so painfully confused – it was a man. Something Yassia would have never thought possible. Then again, this was not any man, it was Oliver! And Oliver just had this way of getting under her skin, though how he managed it she couldn’t tell. Ever since stumbling over him making out in that dark corner with Lady Electra – the sheer rememberance of the scene made her ball her fists in unfathomable anger – she had become entangled in a web of completely conflicting emotions. There was ire, for the most part, white hot ire directed towards him for behaving like the jerk he did. There was pain as well, stabbing pain everytime he showed his contempt and distrust towards her openly. And yet… she could also not shake off the random twinges of giddy happiness that came over her every time she saw his face…
Groaning, Yassia stopped her determined stride towards her guest chambers and leaned against a cold stone wall, burying her face in her hands for a moment. There they were again, the conflicting voices in her head, fighting for dominance. Which of them should she listen to, which of them could she believe? It was all too much, really, she could not sort this out on her own. Not after the many ups and downs she had gone through during the past few hours. Their meeting in the corridor… when he had suddenly danced with her… the shouting match in the garden afterwards… what could any living soul make out of this? Her mind was thoroughly overburdened with making any sense out of it, and slowly Yassia feared she might go crazy. This was definitely the closest thing to crazy she had ever been. She needed help, she needed advice. She needed – a friend!
Suddenly it seemed like a ray of light was breaking through the tumbling, chaotic fog in her mind, illuminating one very special thought and making it seem clear as the light of day. There was only one person she could think of who may be able to help her with this. Caitrin. Apart from Romily and for a very different reason, Caitrin de Archer was the one person Yassia considered a true friend. They were so similar in some aspects, had been to similar problems and pains, and yet Caitrin was far better versed in the ways of the world, carefree and sure of herself. If anyone could make sense of this mess, it would be Caitrin. Not to mention that she also had much experience with men in general. And then another thought crossed Yassia’s mind and nearly made her smile. This was perfect… Caitrin had grown up in Mercia! Maybe she knew Oliver from years and years back, and could tell her what sort of man he was? Because right now, Yassia could not be any more unsure about him. He had shown so many faces to her already, which was the true one?
Now, with at least the outline of a plan firmly set in her mind, Yassia altered her way in a determined stride, ending up in front of Caitrin’s door shortly after. She only hoped she would not disturb Caitrin and Griff… now wouldn’t that be the perfect ending to this horrible day?! Tentatively, she knocked on the door, calling through it. “Cait? It’s me, Yassia. Can I come in?”
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Post by Yassia Dyfrène de Ailantha on Oct 28, 2011 5:13:16 GMT -5
Yassia had been vague with her tale on purpose, circumventing the clear and solid facts so she could bear to talk about it. The unexpected and rather riling meeting with Oliver already made it hard to cling to her countenance, and now going into detail on the causes and effects of her flight might just be the straw that broke the camel’s back. The least thing she wanted was to make a scene now, appear weak in front of them all – and especially Oliver. However much she tried, she couldn’t quite shake the feeling off that she wanted to make a good impression in front of him, ridiculous as it may be. He didn’t deserve any of her consideration, as he himself had shown nigh to none, yes? Then again, simply the fact she didn’t want to stoop to his level kept her will firm to stay strong through it all.
As she was still looking at him, she caught the doubt in his eyes all too well, and soon enough her distress was clearly crowded out by newly upflaming anger. How dare he doubt her!! How dare he accuse her of fabricating a tale! Well, if that was what he thought of her, he wasn’t worth the breath she wasted on complaining! How could he be so stubborn to rather assume she was fooling him and the rest of his family present? What motive should she have? What was going on his this twisted mind of his to accuse her of such foul intentions? Had she EVER given him a reason to mistrust her?! Alright, she had not told him fair and square she was a princess, but had there been ANY need in the situation they had found themselves into? No! Even this far from Ailantha she could not fear the long arm of her uncle’s power enough! She had been on the brink of getting turned in a few times too many, she knew she had to be cautious.
Yes, there had been a moment when she had considered telling him everything, but back then she had still thought him nothing but a common huntsman and had feared him to take a respectable distance the minute she let it slip out of her mouth. And back then… she hadn’t wanted his distance. What a fool she had been! There was only one true answer to his outrageous behaviour and Yassia didn’t take long to act on it. Almost brusquely, she broke the eye contact with him with a distinctive glare and gave him the cold shoulder in the very meaning of the word, focusing fully on his brother now who just had asked a very delicate question– at least for Yassia. “What of your parents? Any brothers or sisters?”
For a split second, Yassia closed her eyes and swallowed, collecting her thoughts and preparing to shield her feelings. She hated to talk about this particular subject, even though she had become quite used to it over the last year. The closeness with her uncle Kaye had helped to begin to heal some of these wounds, but they were still delicate to the touch. ”None of them are alive anymore, that is what brought this unfavorable situation up in the first place”, she explained, her voice more or less devoid of any emotion – which probably told a very telling tale in itself. “My brother, the heir to the throne was killed a few years ago along with my mother in a treacherous road raid. That made me heir to the crown of Ailantha, but then my father married again. All seemed well… until he died a sudden and untimely death by a crippling stroke without having produced another male heir.”
Yassia swallowed again and suddenly her voice was thick, hoarse. “There was also my stepbrother and he accompanied me on the most part of my journey… until he went missing as we got shipwrecked on the shore of Albion.” This part of her story always pained her the most, but she held her head high and blinked away the burning tears. She was Yassia Dyfrène de Ailantha, and she was proud and strong. She would not cry in front of strangers. Tears never made anything better.
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Post by Yassia Dyfrène de Ailantha on Oct 27, 2011 18:50:36 GMT -5
"All right, all right! I get your point," Yassia couldn’t help the smug smirk that spread over her face, hearing that. That was clearly a round going to her! Success! And all that with him not getting overly mad, he really could take what he dished out, that was a very rare and precious trait in every person. Yes, this was definitely her idea of fun, and she hoped it would last for a little while longer, even though this particular subject seemed more or less through. Sometimes you just had to stop, lest the topic got overstrained and overused. The least thing Yassia wanted was to appear boring. And she had won this round anyway, so why prolong it? ”I’m sure it will”, she nodded giving her face a very serious expression, before she let the grin break through. “After the people finally memorized the title of course, and don’t just go with: ‘that song about the bloke, the beast, and the girl’.”
"We can't have that." "Although...I...uh...don't mind staying with you until you're...I mean she's had the sense to listen to us, be a good girl, and heal quick..." Somehow the joking part of the conversation had turned into something rather awkward, but Yassia wasn’t even sure how it had happened. One moment they were joking, the next he was stuttering and she was desperately trying to avoid his gaze because if she had held it she was sure something unforgivable would have burst out from deep within her. She was a fool even to think such things, like that she wanted him to stay with her for longer than just until the wound had healed, and the stars prevent she ever voiced them! But in her current state, with a tongue loosened by alcohol, she was not sure whether she could keep it inside her if she kept looking at him. But something she DID have to say… just… what? In the end, she decided to keep it half-joking, half-serious, trying her best to mask her true intentions but not sure how succesful she was with it. ”Well… maybe you’ll have a better influence on her than I will? I… I don’t mind you staying either. I just hope this…” she made a vague gesture including their surroundings, “doesn’t keep you from something.” For all she knew, he could have a wife at home, desperately waiting for his return…
"Shush..." Yassia’s brows darted up in surprise and amusement. The nerve! She had never been shushed before in all her life, not even by her parents. It simply wasn’t seemly to shush a princess. But then again, how would he know? She was just another girl to him, and somehow Yassia found she was not in the least offended. And then what came next made her eyes widen in a feeling close to shock. Was he being serious? He might be inebriated, but what was the saying: In vino veritas, in wine lies truth? And whether it was wine or whiskey didn’t matter, right? He thought her beautiful… that made a shower of happiness run down her spine and she could not help the dazzling smile that spread over her face in response to it. But then she started. As princess she was used to being told she was beautiful, but the commoner she posed as, would she? Certainly not! ”Oh now you shush!” she retorted and lightly slapped his arm. “You’re flattering me. I’m far from being as beautiful as a bunch of flowers. How about a bunch of thistles instead?”
And the awkwardness just kept coming! Or was it even awkward and not simply too good to be true? He made it more than clear now that he liked her… and she liked him… yes she saw that now. What a twist of fate indeed… Oh, goodness, Yassia, stop being ridiculous! He’s a huntsman! She chided her self. And you’re not a nomad! This ends here, right HERE and NOW! Get a grip, girl! So she did not reply to his last remark, did not in any way hint at that she liked their current position, felt safe in his arms. Her tongue was practically burning with the effort of keeping still, but she HAD to, she simply could not do this!
And yet, her mind deceived her yet again. She should have taken the rightful step, as he asked her if she wanted to lie down on the mat. She should have said yes. But she didn’t. She told herself that too much unnecessary moving would not be good for the wound that only now started to heal, when in fact all she wanted was to stay in his arms longer. How pathetic! But she could not help it. ”I… think it’s good as it is now”, she whispered, blushing slightly under the chuckles of the other men. They had obviously been found out, and it was a shameful situation. But the will of her body was stronger for now. “Not too much moving, and anyway”, she tried to appear reasonable, “if I wanted to eat something I cannot do this lying down. And I don’t think I am strong enough to sit up by myself yet.” That might all be true… but it was not the healer speaking out of her now. It was the woman unwilling to let go of his touch.
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Post by Yassia Dyfrène de Ailantha on Oct 27, 2011 11:03:21 GMT -5
Why was she still looking at him? Why did she still grace him with her attention after all he had hurled at her?! Every law of courtesy demanded such a troublesome subject as him to be ignored completely, to not let any lasting animosity rise or, the stars forbid, start an argument like two washerwomen! And yet, and yet…why was there always an ‘and yet’ involved when it came to him? What was it in Oliver that made her forget all she had been told and thought right? Was it because they had met under such circumstances, practically in a no man’s land, where it didn’t matter who you were, just what you did? But these rules clearly couldn’t abide here, so why was she even trying? He was not worth it, was he?! He was insulting, drunk, a complete waste of space and of her time! She knew she should focus more on the counterparts in this conversation who had shown interest and kindness in her. His father and his elder brother.
For a moment, Yassia pryed her eyes from Oliver to examine his brother shortly. He was handsome as well, clearly more mature and a gentleman born and bred. She grazed him with a courteous and friendly smile, though she sadly could not tell if she did it half way to vex Oliver. Was she really stooping to such means already? Why could he make her blood boil so much? Alright, they had met under very peculiar circumstances and she had grown rather fond of him, but hadn’t that been partly because the whiskey had loosened her up? She had tried so hard to forget him, because she had been so convinced they would never meet again and that he was nothing but an ordinary huntsman. And now look where they stood: They HAD met again and he turned out to be a Prince. Her status. A match for her not only in wit and spirit, but in blood as well. How the stars enjoyed to mock her!!
Yassia thought she saw a flicker of annoyance in his eyes as she rose up to the challenge he had presented her with, and she was not sure if she should feel happy about that or sad. It made her remember that evening when they had lost themselves in a banter that turned sillier and sillier, and yet no one had blamed the other or had harbored any ill feelings. But again this time seemed to be lost forever, in a different world almost. The world right now did not smile in favor on them. And then he was looking at her again, these beautiful eyes practically piercing into hers, and for a moment she thought she saw something else in there, something that was not anger and annoyance, but… no she couldn’t tell, and it was gone soon enoigh. Yet she allowed her gaze to be locked and when he secretly challenged her to give him away, she did not rise to the bait, but rather used this opportunity to state a very important fact. ”My story is long and twisted as you will ever find one”, she replied, still looking straight into his eyes, almost forgetting the rest of the company she was in.
”But the bottom line is that a course of unfortunate events caused me to flee from my homeland, to escape the scheme of my vile uncle. In fear of him coming after me and taking me back, I disguised myself as a commoner to not leave any tracks. I could trust no one to bear this knowledge with me, however kind they appeared.” The voice of Edmund forced her back into the here and now, and she turned away from Oliver to address him. ”Indeed, Prince Edmund, I am quite sure that no harm will come to me as long as I am in your company. The perspective of spending time in Mercia fills me with joy, as I have heard many things said about its beauty.” There she was again, Princess Yassia born and bred. Able to hide her true feelings and appear perfectly courteous no matter the situation. But she knew that if Oliver was presented, the journey to and the stay in Mercia could become quite the opposite of joy. But now she could not take her words back. In for a penny, in for a pound.
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Post by Yassia Dyfrène de Ailantha on Oct 27, 2011 10:23:50 GMT -5
“I can accept great ego, but nuisance? I am being a great nuisance? Prove it.” He wanted proof now? Oh, she could give him that and at length! She just needed to channel the annoyance she could still muster up at him – though hard it was! – and focus on the things he had done. One: he had shot her, two: he had therefore deterred her from her journey, three: he was on a good path on misleading her towards drinking alcohol which was by no means suitable for any woman and a woman of her status even less! ”Do I really have to go into detail there?” she chaffed and grinned up at him. “But of course, your wish shall be my sole command. The fact alone that I am right here right now, lying on the ground, instead of slowly reaching the outer periphery of this forest should be proof enough, yes? But then again”, now she changed the tone of her voice into a fairly patronizing one to tease him further, “you were quite acceptable in cleaning up your mess, so I might say… only half a nuisance. Now doesn’t sound that well? Oliver the great half-nuisance.”
She had not expected him to play along with her little childish act of talking to her own wound, but apparently he didn’t think it beneath him to take up the silly joke and prolong it. The way he talked about the wound now was as if he was talking about a living person, a stubborn child maybe. It was a slightly peculiar line of thinking, but in a way, both her and Oliver had be responsible for creating this wound, and so it could well be considered their ‘child’. Even though the sheer delicacy of these thoughts that lead her on a dangerous path made her blush slightly. Goodness, did she have NO control over her thoughts anymore?! Mimicking his concerned facial expression she heaved a sigh. “Well.. judging the body it is attached to, I fear it might simply be too stubborn. What is the saying… like mind, like limb?” At least that was the equivalent in her own language and it fit to the situation rather nicely.
Yassia didn’t even think about it anymore as she took the bottle from Oliver, taking another swig of whiskey. That liquid could really grow on you… she nearly spat it out though, when she heard him say: “What kind of a word is passable? I’m not a salad bowl that you can pass around the dining table. I am not passable!” Fighting hard to swallow first, which caused again pain to flame up in her shoulder, she was torn between wincing, swallowing and giggling wildly at his outburst. Her face turned red with the effort and she raised her right hand to fan it to regain some air. She couldn’t quite tell why she was so very amused by his words, but she simply was. “You are not?” she panted once she had enough air to do so. “But you MUST admit, the resemblance is uncanny!” Now she was just being silly, but granted, he was too. Yassia had no idea where this may lead, it might just end with her dying of laughter. Not that she would complain. A mischievous smirk spread over her face at his next words. He was starting on languages now? Oh, two could play at this game! ”Hand?” she retorted,furrowing her brows in mock confusion. “I can’t see what hands got to do with this… some hands… no, no I think you get it wrong, Oliver. You were pretty close though. I think you meant to say you are a handFULL. Now, to that I can agree.”
The moment was over far too soon. Not only the one they shared in this enchanted silence, but also the one following afterwards. Yassia would have never imagined she would wish a painful experience as the dressing of a wound to last longer. But that was oddly enough how she felt. Long since she had stopped to think about just how unseemly this whole experience was, it was simply not worth worrying over. Why couldn’t she simply savor the feeling of being comfortable in his arms? He tried to be gentle, and that he was, practically cradling her in his arms so she did not need to move much. She could even feel his warm breath on her neck as he was dressing the wound, and the sweet tingling on her skin made her want for him to stay there. But then his friends were returning one by one, and suddenly Yassia started to become self-conscious again. Sighing a little herself, she waited for his friend to do what he said, awaiting the imminent departure. ”But if this is your sleeping matt I’m using, Oliver”, she mumbled, “where will you sleep?” The slightly suggesting air of her comment escaped her whiskey-clouded mind completely.
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Post by Yassia Dyfrène de Ailantha on Oct 26, 2011 15:40:42 GMT -5
Sweet stars, he didn’t lack of a self-esteem alright! He might have sounded those words only in jest, but no overly humble mind would have even dared to say them out loud. Oliver the Great… now he had opened it up for her, and big time! If Yassia was good in anything, it was in turning jibes against her counterpart. She only had to watch out it never got too biting or toeing the lines of insult. After all, people with a very well sorted self-esteem were also those most prone to hate jibes such as these. She shuffled a little, biting back a groan, to get a better look at him, and made a show of waiting for something more, staring expectantly for a few seconds. Then, when nothing came, she made a ‘continue?’ motion with her hands and then grinned mischievously. “Oh, thought there was something missing in your title. Oliver the Great… what? The great … ego? The great… nuisance? Or even the great… flirt?” she asked with a wink, hoping he would see the glinting in her eyes that marked she didn’t want to hurt his feelings. And it only now occurred to her, there had been something in him, very much hidden, but sometimes showing in the way he spoke. There WAS a flirty streak in him, but it was nothing Yassia found annoying. On the contrary, it matched rather well with his otherwise gentle personality, making him a very interesting person to talk to.
“You ought to tell your wound to heal faster so you can dance sooner,” Now that was a very funny suggestion indeed, though Yassia doubted it would work. Then again, the power will had over the body sometimes was remarkable. She remembered an incident when her mother had treated a knight of Ailantha who had fallen off his horse in a tournament. She had been all but sure no medicine in the world could save him, but he, having a pregnant wife, had simply refused to give up, clinging to his life and eventually had made it. Compared to that getting an arrow wound to heal faster would be a walk out in the sun, right? ”You hear that?” she told her shoulder mockingly, twisting her neck so her mouth was almost touching the wound. “Get your skin and act together and heal, I say!” But then another thought crossed her mind, and she was surprised how much it actually saddened her. The quicker she healed, the sooner she would be on her way again… and leave Oliver and his men behind… Now Yassia, don’t get ridiculous!!!
She laughed impulsively at his boasting, and was rather relieved to see that the alcohol already numbed much of the pain. It hurt a little, but not so much that she would have been writhing in agony. And she didn’t even have to take him up on being a very good archer and shooting people, he realized the fun in his words himself and joked about it. How pleasantly surprising indeed. A man who really could make fun of himself. ”There’s not much I need to add here”, she quipped. “Now if you could teach your arrows to read and bend away from an unwanted target on their own accord, then I might be inclined to call you king of all archers.”
Listening intently, she found his explanation of his name very interesting – before he turned it into another boasting jibe. Chuckling lightly, she shook her head at him, contemplating on what to say. That she could not leave these sentences like they were went without saying. But she had to admit he was giving her rather a run for her money, it got more and more difficult to muster a decent retort, but she partly blamed it on the whiskey and the bloodloss. ”What is the saying? ‘Beauty lies in the eye of the beholder’?” she teased and grinned up at him. “And I didn’t think men should pride themselves on their good looks anyway. It’s a bonus of course, but aren’t other things more important for them? Strength, power, money? But that aside…” she turned her eyes upward, examining him intently for a second, and actually had to admit to herself she liked very much what she was seeing. Before, other things like surviving and fighting pain had been more important, but now she saw him, for the first time really looked at him. “… passable.” She finished with another wink, though it was a lie.
Something was happening the moment she stopped speaking, though Yassia could not exactly tell what. It was the way Oliver looked at her, maybe the way she looked at him as well, that made her want never to look away again. Everything, time, reason and pain seemed to take a little timeout in this short period, and Yassia felt calm and serene like she had not in a long while. At home… And then there was something else… a tension rising up in the air between them, but it was no unpleasant tension. It was… full of expectation somehow, though Yassia had no clear concept on what exactly to expect… she just knew that it would be good… The arrival of one of Oliver’s friends broke the enchanted spell and for a moment Yassia’s head was whirling and she felt utterly lost. What had happened? And what WOULD have happened if they hadn’t been interrupted?
She only listened vaguely to what he said, her mind still elsewhere and reluctant to return from the land of ‘what-might-have-been’. It truly must be the alcohol making her so reckless… and peculiar in general. ”No, of course I don’t mind… I feel quite safe with you…all…” she added as a reluctant afterthought, not wanting him to get any wrong impressions. Or did she? Goodness, what was going on with her?! “Maybe… maybe we should dress the wound… before your friends return…”
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Post by Yassia Dyfrène de Ailantha on Oct 25, 2011 20:00:17 GMT -5
He was still not getting it. Was he blind or dumb or both??!! Could alcohol really mess with your brain so much?? Yassia was sure she had never been THAT drunk in all her life. To cloud her judgement in that way, being rude to people, and being just annoyingly BLIND. She had practically hurled everything he needed into his face, and he still couldn’t put it together! How pathetic was that please?! Or was there something he just didn’t WANT to see? Had he tried to forget her that much, had she left such a bad impression he would rather stay blind for all eternity than admit she was standing right in front of him? Before that thought could make her heart sink too much, she heard his next words: “The young lady who taught me those words was the most amazing woman I have ever met in my entire life. She’s everything you aren’t.” That was like a tug at her heartstrings and a hard slap into the face at the same time. It left Yassia’s mind blank for a serious amount of time, not able to process what she had just heard. She had taught him these words, and so he was referring to her when he said she was the most amazing woman he had ever met. But this was the Yassia he remembered. The one he failed to recognize now he obviously despised.
Yassia could not muster a decent reply, she was speechless for once, unable to word her shock, her sadness and her anger. That one was even able to feel such a horrible mix of emotions at the same time she had not even known before. And now she was hopelessly overextended and could not deal with the situation at hand – which made her slightly glad for the interruption that now presented itself. Her mind still elsewhere – but not so very far away indeed – she tried to keep track of what Lord Bayard and his elder son were saying. But the most prominent part of her waited anxiously for Oliver’s reaction. How would he take this revellation? Would he speak up? Lose his countenance and run of? Seek to apologize? No, the latter probably was nothing but wishful thinking. Then she heard the gasp. Shock, obviously. And she felt his eyes on her like flaming knives piercing into her skin. Flaming knives, indeed… was he looking for the resemblance he had failed to see before? And then, of course, he fled. Not far at least, but he still escaped the scene for the moment.
In fact, Yassia could not even blame him, she so wanted to do the same, but courtesy kept her rooted on the spot, trying to answer their kind questions to her best ability, even though she was only half processing them anyway. ”I am indeed far away from home”, she agreed, inclining her head a little. “And not so much on my own free will I may add. But that is a long story. I have passed through most of the southern kingdoms on my way from the shore up north, but ever since then I was rather content to stay in Camelot.” But she couldn’t deny either that of late she had felt rather restless. In the beginning, the journey had been nothing but a necissity, but now Yassia found herself to feel even a little caged sometimes, missing the new experiences you made on every new day of a journey. Now Prince Edmund was inviting her to Mercia… even though Yassia had planned to go there for a few days with her dear friend Caitrin long ago, so far it never had worked out in their favor and they had always postponed the trip. Now there was another opportunity presenting itself… and yet Yassia was more inclined to say no, politely but definitely. An itch in the back of her neck told her there might be some catch, even if she could not see it yet. A few unpleasant encounters on her journey had made the princess rather suspicious to any offerings.
That was when Oliver piped up again. “I don’t think the princess would want to travel that far north. It’s a long and perilous journey to Mercia … Don't you agree, princess?” Oh he was challenging her alright!! Just as she had seemed to calm down a little, Yassia’s blood started to boil again. What did he know of her?! Nothing!!! ‘Not used to hardships of travel’??!! Oh, she would show him! ”By no means, PRINCE Oliver”, she retorted with a fake calm tone, giving him a smile. Only by looking close you might detect the hard edge around her mouth. “I can’t imagine a journey to Mercia in such illustrous and well prepared a company being more dangerous than what I have been through on my way here. Cockatrices are not the only dangerous beings on the prowl in forests after all”, she added as a bitter jibe, only for him to understand.
Then she turned to his father and brother again and gave them a rather dazzling smile, which cost her more than she would have thought possible. “So I would feel honored to accompany you to Mercia for a few days. I always wanted to visit there.” Now she had agreed to it only to spite Oliver, which might not be the best of reasons concerning how they treated each other right now. Would she ever get a chance to explain? And why was it HER having to feel all guilty? He had failed to mention his heritage as well!! Both had thought it didn’t matter, as neither of them had imagined to see the other ever again. And now they had stumbled over each other, they needed to deal with the consequences. Thank you indeed, stars, for making my life even more twisted…
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Post by Yassia Dyfrène de Ailantha on Oct 25, 2011 14:45:25 GMT -5
Yassia raised her goblet in a mock toast to seal the deal. As she realized how much she enjoyed spending time with Caitrin, how refreshing it was compared to all this sitting around idly, waiting, waiting and waiting, a day trip to a kingdom she had never been before sounded very exciting indeed. She had never thought herself to be very adventurous and she would never have embarked on the journey here unless there was this dire need to, but she also was very much aware of the fact that she was not the same girl anymore that had left Ailantha months ago. Her travels had changed and shaped her in ways she would have never thought possible. Hopefully for the better, but that maybe only people who were able to compare could tell her. ”Spending the night here before we embark sounds like fun”, she agreed with a little chuckle. “We could turn it into a sleepover or something, you know what girls like to do when they are younger. I only heard of it though, never did it myself.” A princess having a sleepover, well that was highly unlikely wasn’t it? Even more so in a court as crazy on rules and manners as the Ailanthan.
Her head jerked up in surprise as Caitrin voiced this certain question. Well, it was not an invalid one to ask, but it still came as a little shock. Her first impulse was to deny firmly of course and she already shook her head and opened her mouth to give the usual explanation – that she could not afford to let her heart rule her mind, because she needed to find a husband so she could rule as queen, and that she was not the type for dalliances anyway – when suddenly a face flickered through her mind. A face she usually never allowed to stay in her conscious thoughts for long. She just couldn’t allow herself to dream idly over things that once had happened but had been a spur-of-the-moment thing without a future and therefore without significance. ”Well.. no… not exactly”, she tried to make sense of her own confusing thoughts. “Nothing that could have any future anyway. It’s now maybe two months back, when I met someone on my journey to Camelot. In the Forest of Balor. I was stupid to use it as a shortcut and I paid a price.” Subconsciously her hand moved up to her left shoulder and touched the place where Oliver’s arrow had hit her.
However much Yassia tried, she just could not rid herself of the dread that came along with thinking of Vortigern. She had not wanted to open up these old wounds again, but now they were at it, they better spelled it all out. It was like that with all unpleasant things: as long as you can try to push them away, but if you can’t anymore then put all cards on the table and deal with it until it is off the stove. At least that was all well and good in theory. Reality was far more hurtful and difficult. She did not WANT to go into detail when even thinking of the dark cold room she had spent several days in made her skin crawl. And yet… maybe she should finally tell someone who understood, who was on the same page. ”Like I said… he often came to play. Once he threatened to stab my eyes out if I so much as blinked… just because he wanted to see me beg. He wanted to break me…” her voice sounded very hoarse all of a sudden, “…and he nearly succeeded. In more than just one way he took my pride…my integrity…” She broke off. No, she could not voice it. It was too much.
The image Caitrin painted was however not much better. It made Yassia shudder in sympathy. “Ugh, first bandits then Vortigern… and being left alone with him at that. You poor dear, I dare not hope he treated you right… that doesn’t seem to be in his nature.” On one hand, Yassia didn’t want to hear details of what Vortigern had done to Caitrin, she would want to spare her friend the shame. But if she wanted to tell, she would listen… there was not much else she could do. For now this vile man was beyond her command.
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Post by Yassia Dyfrène de Ailantha on Oct 25, 2011 8:05:53 GMT -5
Wasn’t it slightly unfair that Oliver could laugh out so freely and made her laugh in return, when Yassia had to bite back this wonderful means of communication because it brought her too much pain? Then again, even holding it back forced her muscles to tense and that did not go without pain either. So what was the lesser evil? She enjoyed hearing him laugh however. Many men she had come across had a rather unpleasant laugh, too loud, too boisterous, sometimes even mean or dirty. But Oliver’s laugh, however hearty, was never too much or out of place. It was even rather charming. And aside from the laughter she also enjoyed what caused it in the first place. Joking around with him like that made her feel oddly carefree. For once in a very long time the demons where at bay. The hurtful memories, the fear of the future, the hardships of the journey, she could finally forget them. HE made her forget them, made them seem so small in comparison to the enjoyment she witnessed now.
And what he suggested was such a funny image, but Yassia had no difficulty envisioning it. A tavern crowded with people, laughing, dancing and celebrating her as the hero she was for outrunning a beast like the cockatrice. “Of course, we shall”, she quipped and chuckled, wincing afterwards. “And then we’ll ask a poet to compose a ballad about ‘Fearless Yassia, the cockatrice and the huntsman Oliver’. It will become a popular song throughout Albion, and everyone will remember us for all eternity. But joking aside…” she gave a little sigh. “Dancing sounds wonderful. I love dancing, but I think in my current condition I would have to refrain from it.“ Oh, if only she could do any of this! Celebrating in a tavern, dancing freely. But it was not her world. He might take her for an ordinary nomad, those people just wandering around because they were too restless to stay in one place for long. But Yassia had a destination. And she better reached it soon, every day more was a lost day. And yet… this talk almost made her want to forget her duty for once. Just live… in the moment.
The mentioning of cliff jumping made her grin. He must think her really reckless to suggest that. The image Oliver had of her was probably profoundly wrong, but she felt no need to correct him. Let him think what he wanted! The real her would not be able to converse with him as openly as she did right now, so why spoil the fun? Not to mention that she could not trust anyone with her true status anyway. It had misled her too often already. “There sadly are no cliffs where I come from”, she explained. “At least not those with water underneath them to break a fall. But I like throwing daggers, and consider myself fairly good with it. My brother taught me years and years ago.” Throwing daggers was also very unseemly for a princess, but Yassia couldn’t deny it, just like her healing skills, had already come in handy during her journey.
Yassia blinked in surprise at Oliver’s next words. Had she just heard him right? Had he truly called her ‘perfect’?! And it hadn’t even sounded like one of those stereotyped compliments men liked to use on women… he had sounded like he meant it… what was going on here? But her already slightly dizzy mind did not want to dwell on the how and why too long, it was content to deal with the simple words. And with the wonderful feeling the simple speaking of her name by him left in her… “Far from it I fear”, she replied with a genuine sigh, but gave him a thankful smile. “Do you know what Oliver means? I have no clue, to be honest, but I am sure it is something very good. You deserve a good name.”
Just a little sting?! Well didn’t he have some nerve!! Yassia would have liked to retort with a biting remark about how he should be the one trying it out next time, but she didn’t want to be ungrateful, and might not be able to voice something without screaming anyway. Soon, though it seemed like an eternity, the burning died down to a bearable degree and Yassia relaxed into Oliver’s arms. It might not be the most seemly thing to do, but right now she could not care less. She was comfortable, that was all that counted for now. “It’s fine”, she whispered and looked up at him, not wanting him to shoulder all the blame. “I am fine, Oliver. Now the worst is over.”
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Post by Yassia Dyfrène de Ailantha on Oct 25, 2011 6:02:52 GMT -5
Yassia had not meant to use this word, it had just flown out of her mouth fuelled by her massive frustration and anger. But as soon as she said it she remembered another detail of Oliver’s and her encounter. She had taught him the meaning of the rather common curse in Ailantha: ‘Maleeixo les estrelles – I curse the stars.’ He had been rather amused by it and had promised to keep it for reference. But he was anything but amused right now upon hearing these words. He charged at her again, anger now burning openly in his eyes and he grabbed her arm even more forcefully this time. Still there was no spark of remembrance or recognition in his eyes, and it made Yassia grow even more exasperated. Hadn’t she told him that this was a curse from her faraway homeland? Exactly how many people would he expect to stumble over knowing it?! But he might be simply too drunk to even want to think about it. Typical, really. Men and alcohol. It could turn even the most fun and caring man into a shameless and ignorant pig!
"Maleeixo les estrelles!” "I know what it means. Go run to your physician and send me a bill for the damage."
“Let go, you’re hurting me!” she hissed, glaring at him. There was now almost an electric tension between them, she imagined to hear it sizzling between their two bodies now so close again. “And of course you know what it means. Now think hard who taught you this very meaning! Or are you too drunk to be able to think?” Yassia had wanted to say much more, had wanted to practically hurl her name into his face, force him to remember her. Why did it make her so mad and even sad to imagine he had forgotten who she was? He must have though, even though she was now wearing fine gowns didn’t mean she was not recognizable, yes? Was it because she sometimes still thought of him, whenever she would allow herself to dream? And maybe because her dreams had exalted him in her mind to make him such a wonderful person, and now the reality didn’t match with it?
But she didn’t get to do any of the things she had wanted to, as they suddenly were interrupted. Another young man and an older man approached them and the younger one immediately addressed Oliver – in a rather personal way! And then he introduced himself and it made Yassia’s eyes widen in slight shock. "I am Prince Edmund of Mercia, my lady. And this is my father Lord Bayard. I hope my little brother didn't give you much trouble. He can be quite a handful." Edmund of Mercia… Prince Edmund of Mercia… and Oliver was his brother… her thoughts started to race, but her outward behavior did not show any of it. As soon as she was confronted with a courtly situation her body started to act on its own accord, presenting her as the perfect lady and hiding the confusion and anger.
Numbly, her gaze flickering quickly towards Oliver, she let her hand being kissed by his rather charming brother, and then lowered herself into a rather graceful little curtsy. “The pleasure is all mine, Lord Bayard, Prince Edmund”, she heard herself say and then her stomach tightened into a hurting knot as she knew what had to come next. Not meeting Oliver’s gaze, she added: “I am Princess Yassia Dyfrène de Ailantha, guest to King Arthur for a year now.” That ought to chase away any doubts even for his muddled brain. What a terrible twist of fate, truly! It was still too much to really wrap her head around. Oliver had concealed that he was of royal blood – just like she had. The gazes she was given by Lord Bayard did escape her completely as she fought an inward battle with herself. A large part of her wanted to run and hide, to try and forget what had just come to pass. Why couldn’t she have turned around earlier, not confronting Oliver and Electra? But the princess in her knew she could not sneak out of this now, she had to sit it out.
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Post by Yassia Dyfrène de Ailantha on Oct 24, 2011 11:41:13 GMT -5
The nerve of it all! This was so not the Oliver she remembered! Yes, they had bantered before, but it had always been in jest, never using such a bitter and insolent edge. Who did he think he was, talking to her like that! She had seen him slightly drunk before and he had been very civil, so that would NOT count as any excuse. He might not know he was insulting a princess and future queen, but that didn’t make it any less insolent to any woman at all! He should know better! But it was more than evident he didn’t. Well, she was not going to back down on this one either, farewell courtesy! ”Dirty? Yes, especially your mind!” she scoffed, resisting the urge to show her disdain in a far less suitable way, spitting on the ground before his feet. That was maybe what he deserved, but she would not let him drag her down to his low level! “But no thanks, I make no secret out of my contempt for you! I wonder, is this your true face? Have I been so mistaken?”
Yassia couldn’t quite understand the hurt she felt at these words that had just left her mouth. What was she thinking? She had never seen much in him anyway, yes? It had been a nice encounter, but it had been tainted by too much pain in general. And she had never thought to see him again. And yet here he was… and was thoroughly losing any fondness there might even have been vaguely for him in her heart. She could see the shock in his eyes at being slapped and it filled her with not just little satisfaction. There, take that, insolent knave! She quickly wondered how many girls had had the guts to slap him before. Or was she the first? Well, if anything it would explain his brazen behavior.
The next time though he was too fast, and Yassia gasped as she felt her wrist being grabbed like with an iron clasp. Goodness, he was strong! And his eyes were burning with ire now as well… had she maneuvred herself into more trouble than it was worth again? What would he do now? And yet, she showed no fear, her anger still crowding anything else out as she stood there, panting heavily and so close to him that she could practically see every little detail of his face… He broke the spell when releasing her hand and the anger returned at full force. Taking a step back, Yassia crossed her arms and glared at him. “You might not remember me, Oliver, but I certainly remember you! After all, our encounter left quite a lasting mark to me!”
Examining her wrist that was still showing the imprints of his fingers around it in fiery red, she lowly grumbled. “Maleeixo, if that leaves ANOTHER lasting mark I demand recompense this time!”
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Post by Yassia Dyfrène de Ailantha on Oct 24, 2011 11:06:35 GMT -5
Trust him to get her back!! Yassia couldn’t help an amused smirk spreading over her face and even lighting up her eyes this time, almost forgetting the pain and the circumstances she was in. This was something she liked! Even though they had just met, they oddly enough had found a mutual base of understanding, both enjoying to hurl mocking insults at each other while never toeing the line of actual blame. Maybe it was because he had shown so much care beforehand that Yassia did not want to accuse him. He had made up for anything he had done by agreeing to treat her wound without hestitation. And he had shown quite some guts as well. Not everyone was born to treat battlewounds, not even all men. They might not faint at the sight of blood but they surely also could get queasy. But instead of committing the fatal mistake of taking her elsewhere to get the responsibility off his back, he had acted promptly, and probably had saved her life with that.
”We’ll never know now who would have won”, she gave a mocking sigh. “Though as I have been the first one to be hit by your arrows I claim this as a proof that I eventually would have won anyway.” A bold thing to say and absolutely ridiculous if you thought about it. Because the cockatrice had been fairly fast, and Yassia might have been caught by it within minutes had this not been ended by this hunting party. Looking at it that way, he might as well have saved her life by shooting her in the first place. How peculiar… ”And a rare hobby you call it?” she added with a wink. “Well, I am know for my rare hobbies.” That wasn’t even so much of a lie even though he of course could not know any of this. Herb lore itself was a rare hobby for a princess, yes?
Was she actually … no, she could NOT be blushing like a maiden just because he had called her name beautiful?! And yet, even despite the massive bloodloss, Yassia could feel her cheeks heating up at his words. She knew her name was rather unique, especially for the people in Albion, and she had been told by many that it was nice… so why was she acting all pathetic now?! ”Thank you…”, it came as merely a whisper, but then she told herself to get a grip and act properly. Clearing her throat a little, she added: “Well, it’s a very rare name where I come from as well. My mother once told me that it means something like ‘perfect’ or ‘complete’ because it is made up of two syllables. ‘yas’ means ‘beginning’ and ‘sin’ or the female form ‘sia’ means ‘end’.”
Taking the flask with a little snort, she took another hearty swig and found it didn’t even taste so bad anymore. Didn’t burn as much either…hmm… was it a bad sign to get used to this? Oh, whatever! Handing him the flask back, she shook it a little so you could hear the liquid sloshing inside. “There, still much left for your own needs, Oliver. Don’t you fret!” It was worse than in her imagination. As soon as the first drop of whiskey touched the torn and bloody skin of the arrow wound it was like Oliver had just lit a fire right on her shoulder. It burned, it seared, it simply HURT. A thousand pricks with a sharp needle and a glowing piece of charcoal was nothing against it. Clenching her teeth and digging her fingers deep into the ground, Yassia arched her back and her head collided with Oliver’s chest. It was fortunate he held her so firmyl, practically cradled her in his arms, because if not she would have tossed and turned, her body instinctively trying to flee from the torture. She only unclenched her teeth once to let out her breath in panting, ragged gasps and draw in a new one.
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