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Post by Arthur Pendragon on Feb 2, 2019 14:24:23 GMT -5
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"And, I was very, very scared," he told her with a smile. "But the knights found me and brought me home." To an incredibly furious father. Arthur hadn't been allowed to ride for over a week after that. He still remembered trying not to cry in his father's presence, saving his tears for when he was alone. He only understood when he was much older, that the king's anger had been to cover up his fear.
Stopping at one of the stalls, Arthur reached for a small pink handkerchief with embroidered flowers around it, giving a couple of coins for the purchase. He then crouched down in front of Lunete and gently dabbed her tears with it before holding it out for her to take. "You are very brave, Lunete." His words of praise. "Besides, the forest is bigger than the market and if the knights could find me, then we will most certainly find your mother," he reassured her, standing up once more and continuing their walk.
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Post by Arthur Pendragon on Feb 2, 2019 12:19:00 GMT -5
Tag: Guinevère Note: Better layout coming soon! for the love OF CAMELOT Arthur listened to Lunete explain that Guinevère was making a dress and that Lunete had strayed too far. Which meant, that Guinevère would also be panicking in looking for her daughter. The sooner they found each other, the better. She then asked if she was in trouble, and Arthur wanted to quickly erase the thought of that from her mind. "You are not at all in trouble," he assured her. To hear that Guinevère spoke of him as helping people . . . well, now more than ever he was glad for it. As it made Lunete seem to accept his help without being wary or too frightened.
"Absolutely," he said with a continued smile, one that grew at he stood up, and offered his hand to her. "We'll find your mother. Come on. Let's look down this street." They would walk street by street, until they found her. And Arthur would inform any guards patrolling so that they were also made aware of the situation. "Did you know that when I was young, I also got lost in Camelot," he began to tell her, in the hopes of distracting her and also letting her know that this happened, to everyone. Not to mention the fact that it was indeed a true story.
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Post by Arthur Pendragon on Feb 2, 2019 11:06:20 GMT -5
Tag: Guinevère Note: Better layout coming soon! for the love OF CAMELOT Arthur felt terrible, seeing the tears stream from her eyes. Part of him wanted to wipe them, the other part had to remind himself that she was only a part of Guinevère, not him. Hearing that she was lost though, brought some relief for it meant that neither her nor Guinevère -- or anyone else was close to -- was harmed.
"It's ok," he told her in a soft voice. "I'm the one who wasn't looking where I was going," he added on with a smile, not wishing for her to feel guilty for her actions. "Do you remember what area you last saw your mother?" He asked her. He knew this place like the back of his hand. "I'll help you find her." He'd get her home. "I promise." Further words of assurance to as he continued to smile at Lunete.
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Post by Arthur Pendragon on Feb 1, 2019 23:07:28 GMT -5
Tag: Guinevère Note: Better layout coming soon! for the love OF CAMELOT Arthur was conversing with a vendor, trying to wrap up the conversation with a very zealous merchant. He was walking backwards, inching his way from the stall while remaining polite and keeping eye contact. What Arthur didn't do was watch who was behind him so as soon as the conversation was over and Arthur turned, he practically collided into a young girl. Fortunately, reflex kicked in and Arthur's arms caught her, braced her before she fell. "Are you alright?" But he paused when he saw who it was, immediately recognizing her though he had never met her before.
He froze, an array of emotions racing through him as if trying to determine what he felt upon seeing her. Upon seeing Guinevère's daughter. A daughter that was not his. A daughter . . . she had created with another. That was when Arthur noticed the redness in her eyes and tear stained cheeks. What happened? Was her mother alright? "What's wrong?" Arthur asked softly, genuine concern in his voice as he crouched down to be at the same eye level as her . . . his hands still on either side of Lunete's upper arms.
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Post by Arthur Pendragon on Feb 1, 2019 22:42:58 GMT -5
Tag: Guinevère Note: Better layout coming soon! for the love OF CAMELOT Arthur returned the sentiment, bidding her goodnight and while he was still tempted to walk her home, he did not wish to impose his company upon her. He just watched her leave until she was out of sight, and Arthur lingered in the garden for a few more moments, until he returned inside the castle. When he got to his room, he decided that he did not wish to spend the night alone, so he curled up with his daughter in her bed, watching her sleep so soundly before eventually falling into a light slumber himself, his thoughts on a woman that they should not be on . . . yet, he could not help himself.
The next day had an early start. Arthur had to tend to some council matters before training. Despite his role, he still trained his men and would most probably do so until he was physically unable to. Of course Gwaine had to make a joke about being an old man, though Arthur reminded him of the other's age. Towards the end of the session,
Arthur took notice that a couple of the swords required mending, and decided to take it upon himself to visit the blacksmith to see that they were fixed. Besides, it would allow him some time in the city among the people -- as he got quite distracted the last time he had meant to check on them. Not that he regretted it. Once he got to the blacksmith who stated that he would get them ready in no time, Arthur expressed his gratitude, and turned to head back to change out of his casual attire and see how his children's lessons were progressing.
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Post by Arthur Pendragon on Feb 1, 2019 22:24:56 GMT -5
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"But more than that, I can not bare the thought of anything happening to you or our child." Because of him. And it would be because of him. His father would never accept this. And Arthur feared of what it would cost Guinevère. "I am able to remain for another day," he told her, relieved for that though it would make it no easier to leave. The search for Morgana would never be over until she was found. "We must . . . " He took a slow breath, drawing all the strength he could to say the words. "Make a plan." Because right now, all he could think of was that it was safest for her and their baby if she was not in the king's sights.
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Post by Arthur Pendragon on Feb 1, 2019 20:39:50 GMT -5
Tag: Guinevère Note: Better layout coming soon! for the love OF CAMELOT Not what everyone wanted. Yes. that was true. Arthur knew it was not what he wanted. He knew it wasn't what Guinevère had wanted. And . . . he'd known it was not what Elena had wanted. He'd often thought of that. Of how she was trapped in a marriage she did not want. The only ones that had wanted it, were their fathers. And even then, perhaps want was not the right word. They did what they thought they had to out of necessity; as it Arthur and Elena. Want and desire was not something royalty had the luxury of. They had to act with the kingdom in mind; to do whatever necessary for the betterment of it. That, was what Arthur told himself anyway. She mentioned him being a king and father, and Arthur just felt silent.
He doubted his capabilities as a father. Though he had been raising his children on his own for the past five years . . . his own family was nothing less than dysfunctional. He thought he knew what it was to be a son, a brother, a nephew . . . but how wrong he had been. And now, his children no longer had a mother, because of his own family's wrath. He'd give anything to trade places with Elena. She was one of the many victims to the Pendragon's bitter war within its own blood. "I hope so," he said, knowing he had to keep such thoughts in his mind. It was not his place to over share; it was not Guinevère's burden to listen to them. "It's getting late," he said, once again, not trusting himself in his words or actions around her. Especially, with which topic the conversation was starting to broach. "I'll walk you to your home," he added.
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Post by Arthur Pendragon on Feb 1, 2019 19:57:53 GMT -5
Tag: Guinevère Note: Better layout coming soon! for the love OF CAMELOT That nervousness he'd been feeling over his invitation suddenly subsided when she spoke of how she'd like to see it again, the day time. Yes. That would be better, so that she could actually see it, and not let it be concealed by the darkness that it was currently shrouded with. It was her next response that caused him pause to respond to these words, as he saw the glisten in her eyes. The slight moistness. Had he not been looking at her so intently, he may have even missed it. She did not credit herself, but rather, turned it towards him. Saying that no one would have changed him had he not wanted to change. Want. To speak of wants when it came to Guinevère was . . . not entirely easy.
"I wish that were true," he said quietly, but knew he shouldn't speak more. Though, it was always difficult to keep things from Guinevère. To hide what was in his heart. "I just, did what was best for everyone." He paused for a moment, suddenly thinking that . . . had he married Guinevère instead of Elena, then she could have ended up dead as well. "Which, isn't always necessarily what I actually wanted." Gazing at her softly, knowing she would understand what he meant by that, and knowing even more . . . that he should not be broaching such a subject. Breaking his gaze, he tried to think of something else to say. "A king is nothing without counsel," he told her. "And you truly taught me a great deal Guinevère." He hoped she knew that; he'd grown a great deal, because of her. Even if they had not grown in these past 20 years together.
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Post by Arthur Pendragon on Jan 31, 2019 20:48:30 GMT -5
Tag: Guinevère Note: Better layout coming soon! for the love OF CAMELOT Arthur was glad to hear it. That she was able to think of fond memories rather than just painful ones. He smiled softly at her recalling a few, ones of him and Merlin bickering down the halls. "Not much has changed there," he joked. Though, he knew he was more mindful of what he said . . . sometimes. His playful nature with Merlin hadn't dramatically changed. He kept his smile in place as she mentioned the times they passed each other. The looks across the halls. How it had been both wonderful and painful to see her. Wonderful, because of how she made him feel . . . painful, because he had known it could never be.
Arthur watched her as she took in her surroundings and . . . was moving closer to him. He should have moved. Should have. But he didn't. He just remained still, watching her, until her shoulder brushed against him. Her blush and apology made him want to tell her that there was . . . no need for that. The contact causing another small smile upon his lips. "Don't be," he said quietly after hearing her say she was sorry. Suddenly, he was craving more. Wanting more. But, he dare not touch her. Just as in the market place, he wasn't entirely sure he could trust himself to not overstep. He pulled out of such deep thoughts when she spoke of how she was glad she could see it. "You should come back in the day time." An invitation. Or well, another invitation. If she was re-settling in the city, he would certainly be seeing more of her.
He was about to make a joke about how he didn't do much because the recent rains had helped . . . but then she went on to tell him that he had done everything she'd hoped he would. It made his heart swell with pride; that he could make her proud. He knew there was a great deal more he should do. And a great deal he wished he could change. He also knew . . . that he owed it to her to be honest. To acknowledge that he had not done all this alone.
"You were a part of that, Guinevère," he began to tell her. Knowing, he would have to choose his words carefully. "I never forgot all that you told me. Whether it was calling me rude and arrogant," he said with a fond smile. "Or telling me to trust in my heart and do what I thought was right." Not a single piece of advice she had given him, was forgotten. "Your words have always remained with me. And provided me with counsel when needed." And . . . he wanted her to know that. How much he valued her. How much he would always value her.
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Post by Arthur Pendragon on Jan 30, 2019 22:41:55 GMT -5
Tag: Guinevère Note: Better layout coming soon! for the love OF CAMELOT Arthur continued to smile as Guinevère explained that Lunete too was excited; that she claimed this was the most beautiful castle. "I'm happy to hear she enjoyed herself." It made it worth it. Despite Arthur's lacking desire to celebrate such a day, at least it brought smiles to others faces. Not all gatherings need be one of grim circumstances. Sometimes it did good to have celebrations just to rejoice. He only wished it was for a better cause. Guinevère then explained that she had been looking for Merlin to say goodnight . . . which meant she had been moving throughout the castle. Not that Arthur held any issue with that. Not in the slightest. "He was given more suitable quarters," Arthur explained. For his position and also . . . so that he could protect his children better.
So that if there was ever an emergency, no one would have to run all the way to the physician's quarters to find the court's sorcerer. "I hope you did not find them too painful," Arthur stated, thinking more of Morgana than anything else. Arthur was glad that Guinevère hadn't been in the city to experience her wrath. "I know much has changed in the castle," he added on. The rooms different. His brothers of heart had been given estates for their families, though they would always have rooms available to them in the castle. "As has the garden, for the better I would hope," he said smiling, trying not to dwell on the pained memories that may have been ignited being here. "I'm just sorry it's too dark to see right now." A hint, that she could return to see it in the daylight, knowing how fond she was of this area.
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Post by Arthur Pendragon on Jan 30, 2019 22:17:01 GMT -5
Tag: Guinevère Note: Better layout coming soon! for the love OF CAMELOT Arthur smiled at her teasing words towards her brother and daughter. "You say that like it's a bad thing," he said teasing her in return. Though, he felt as if he still knew her well, and there was more to her words. Yet at the same time, knew he had no place to pry. She spoke of his children, saying that they were beautiful as well. "Thank you," he said with a soft smile. He nearly made a comment about how they took after their mother . . . but he held it back. They had not spoken of the other's spouses and, he wasn't entirely sure how it would change the air between them. He did not wish to take the risk right now with how well things were going.
But, he also knew it was inevitable to broach such a subject. "I'm sorry that I could not introduce them to you and your family properly," he told her. "They were . . . rather excited tonight," he said, putting it mildly with how much energy they had. She then thanked him, and he wanted to tell her she need not to. Not for his words nor for the invitation. "Of course," he said, as if it was expected that she would be invited. "I'm glad you came," he told her sincerely. "So thank you, for your presence." For her company. For bringing her family in the walls of a place that she once called home. A place that he knew held both good, and sad memories.
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Post by Arthur Pendragon on Jan 30, 2019 21:45:25 GMT -5
Tag: Guinevère Note: Better layout coming soon! for the love OF CAMELOT Arthur was glad to hear it, his smile reflecting it. Happy to hear that she enjoyed herself. However his smile faltered a little when she spoke of how lucky he was to have a family who loved him. He knew that was only because his children didn't have a choice right. He was quite literally the only family of blood they had. But, what if they grew up resenting him? Like Morgana did Uther? Or what if one of them blamed him for their mother's dead? Like Agravaine blamed them for Igraine's? What . . . if his children hated him, when they were old enough to see his faults, and the mistakes of his pasts that haunted him. Arthur swallowed back his fears, knowing this was not the time nor place to speak such things.
"As are you," he told her, focusing on that. "Your daughter is beautiful," he told her smiling. "She looks just like you." He didn't know her father, but he could see so much of Guinevère in Lunete. He had after all, practically memorized every feature upon Guinevère's face. The way her eyes brightened when she smiled, the way her curls fell into place. But, she spoke of how he still looked like the prince she knew, older, but not aged . . . that she envied him.
Arthur took a couple of steps towards her, shaking his head a little. "There is no cause for envy." How did he tell her that she was still the most beautiful woman he had ever laid eyes on? "You look . . . " He knew he couldn't be too forward. "Beautiful." He hoped that was not crossing a line. "Time has been kind to you." In regards to her appearance, to the family she had. He only wished she did not have to know the loss of a spouse.
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Post by Arthur Pendragon on Jan 30, 2019 21:09:06 GMT -5
Tag: Guinevère Note: Better layout coming soon! for the love OF CAMELOT Things were starting to quiet down, and he could see his children growing tired. Mirela, was already half asleep, so Arthur excused himself from the guests, and carried her to her room, while walking with his other two. He told them to get dressed and he would come and check on them. Changing Mirela, tucking her into bed and kissing her goodnight . . . Arthur watched her for a few moments before leaving, and checking on his sons. Galahad was still bouncing from the excitement of the night, throwing pillows everywhere.
It took several moments for Arthur to calm him down enough to get him into bed. And once his head hit the pillows, he was out. Arthur just shook his head smiling, before going to Alymere. Alymere; heir to the throne. He his heart hurt for his son sometimes, knowing the burdens that would be placed upon him. Tonight, he told him how proud he was of him, how he was always proud. Having a short chat with him, he eventually said goodnight to his oldest son, and left each child asleep in their rooms while he made his way back the event.
But, not right away. He wished first to clear his mind. With the distractions of his children gone, he was left thinking about his family. His parents. His sister. His former wife. So many that he had loved and lost. Making his way to the gardens, he took in the cool, fresh air. This was a place he wish he had time to come to more often. Stepping deeper and deeper into it, only stopping when he seemed to realize how deep in he was. He knew he had to go back and see to whoever remained, though he assumed most were gone.
As he walked out of the shadows, he saw Guinevère standing there, taking in the sight of the area. He paused for a moment, just watching her before deciding to make his presence known. Placing a smile upon his lips, he approached her. "Guinevère," he greeted. They always seemed to find each other. "Did you enjoy the celebrations?" He asked, hoping she had as he hadn't had the chance to check up on her or her daughter.
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Post by Arthur Pendragon on Jan 30, 2019 20:32:35 GMT -5
Tag: Guinevère Note: Better layout coming soon! for the love OF CAMELOT Still to this day, Arthur hated seeing her bow. Hated hearing her use titles. He knew why she felt she had to . . . but it only brought them back to the reality of why they couldn't be together. Though, it was their reality. The stolen time they had where they had momentarily escaped it, now coming crashing back. Arthur politely smiled, giving a nod of his head.
"My pleasure," he told her. "Until then, Guinevère." And with those words, he turned to walk away . . . forcing himself not to look back. Not trusting himself to look back. His timing back to the castle was perfectly in tune to his children completing their lessons -- with some argument of Mirela saying that Galahad had calling his lessons stupid. Arthur had to speak to both of them while Alymere just watched and listened. Scooping Mirela up in his arms, he had lunch with his children, finding out what they learned, before they spoke about the upcoming celebrations.
Celebrations that came soon enough, and after all the preparation, it certainly was a grand affair. The only thing that made it bearable for Arthur, was the fact that his children were with him. He tried to spend as much as he could with them, but once they ran to meet the knights children and enjoy the jester, Arthur made his rounds to others, welcoming and thanking their guests. Making sure that the people in the city were involved with distribution of food and goods. Though, the entire time, Arthur's eyes sought out Guinevère. He had not been able to get her out of his mind ever since the two had reunited. So when he did see her, he could not help but stare.
How was it that she grew more beautiful each time he saw her. And . . . her daughter. Lunete. A perfect reflection of beauty, taking after her mother. Arthur kept a smile upon his lips, yet his mind wandered of the forbidden question, of what if they had gotten married. What if they had children. Arthur would never wish not to have his three beloved children he had now. He couldn't imagine life without them . . . but it was just a thought. Of what could have been. Breaking out of it, he returned to greeting the guests, and throughout the evening, occasionally stole a few glances her way, while conversing with family and friends.
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Post by Arthur Pendragon on Jan 30, 2019 20:09:05 GMT -5
Tag: Guinevère Note: Better layout coming soon! for the love OF CAMELOT It was not one sided. Yes. Arthur found some relief in that as well. And the fact that she spoke of how it felt almost too easy to see each other. The way they just fell into this jovial mood. Perhaps, it was because they were keeping all the harder topics unspoken. Under the surface. But even still, it was comfortable. Time had not changed that. "I feel the same way," he agreed. "And I am glad for it. That, there is so much ease in each other's company." Compared to the possible awkwardness and uncertainty.
He had not known what to expect when approaching Guinevère, but there was that inevitable fear that the air between them would be horribly awkward. He could not be more happy that he was wrong. "Not long at all. And yet, a lifetime." Because, they had built separate lives. He let out a slight chuckle at the mention of Merlin. "He still has trouble with a lot of things," he said teasingly. The safe subject of Merlin, was one he knew he couldn't hide behind forever. "I fear I've kept you from your tasks for too long," he said, clearly not wanting to depart her company, but also knew that he had business to attend to. And that his children would be out of their lessons soon. "Is there anything I can help you with as you settle in?" He asked, wanting to make the offer.
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Tag: Guinevère Note: Better layout coming soon! for the love OF CAMELOT A long time. It indeed had and Arthur knew that it was what brought forth all these feelings that he'd long locked away. Seeing her, was causing them to surface. She spoke yes and Arthur wanted to ask her to elaborate . . . yet also knew that he shouldn't. He figured he should explain something though. "I feel like, I'm twenty years younger," he admitted with a smile. 20 years ago. When they had . . . hope. And yet, not enough to keep them together. But he felt like that prince again, seeing her, falling so easily into her company. He didn't feel like he had the weight of a kingdom, or a wife who passed on, 3 children who he lived for . . . and so many other responsibilities.
No. Being with Guinevère, just felt like being a man. Unburdened with ruling a kingdom. It was ironic though, as it was the very reason they were pulled apart. His smile grew into one of more amusement when she told him that he should try it; let Merlin use his magic to cut it. "I wouldn't trust Merlin with such an important task," he said teasingly towards his friend. A tease; because Merlin had been trusted with far more. Though the mention of his hair had Arthur running his hand through it as if to remember what it looked like . . . or how different it was from those, twenty years ago. He hand fell to his side, her words sinking in. There's no need for that. He almost told her that there was every need . . . words she'd once said to him, when using his title. But, he refrained. Not wanting to voice the reminder of why he shouldn't be doing it, even if they both knew.
"Familiar words," he teased, trying to keep the mood light . . . but there was just too much history between them. And it was growing increasingly difficult to keep himself guarded. "It is good to see you, Guinevère. Truly." His words holding a softness to them, a reminder of who they once were. Much had changed and yet . . . everything still felt comfortable. "I just . . . " What, he didn't even know what he was trying to say. "Am reminded. Of . . . how things once were. Twenty years ago." He knew he couldn't say more than that, but he used it as a reason as to why he touched her hair. Of why he had extended his hand to touch her. He shouldn't have, and while he wasn't quite sure he regretted, he had owed her the reason for it. A reason . . . which also kept him a safe distance from her, to ensure he didn't do it again.
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Post by Arthur Pendragon on Jan 29, 2019 23:53:08 GMT -5
Tag: Guinevère Note: Better layout coming soon! for the love OF CAMELOT Arthur wasn't surprised to hear that. Merlin had been eager for Guinevère to come and . . . it was strange. He would make comments about fate when it came to them. Arthur had always shrugged it off yet, it was odd. How . . . Guinevère was now here. Arthur knew he had to rid his mind of such thoughts. Yet it was difficult. With her standing here. Moving back to the city. And this was only the first time he had seen her. But perhaps that was just it. Because it was the first time he'd seen her in so long, it had reignited all these emotions. He parted his lips to tell her that he had been here to find her; to see her . . . but he knew such a revelation would not serve as holding any purpose.
"As am I." Fate. Surely, Merlin couldn't be right about this. "Perhaps, a part of me expected to see you at the market today." It was as close to the truth as he could get; that while he was here to be with the people, he also had other motivations. Ones that involved her. Once again, he was grateful for the subject change. He couldn't help but chuckle when she brought up Sir William. And a wager of who would win. "Unfortunately, he has not made an appearance. Perhaps he knew he would not win again and decided to leave on a high note," he said in teasing. Sir William. It was, such an important time in his life. Not because he had won. Not because he had learned humility. But because . . . of what happened between them. Because of how it had shaped him. He was getting lost in thought.
Not even realizing his hands having moved from the safe position of being behind his back. One hand reached for her hair, gently taking one of the locks from the bottom in his hand, touching it, slightly curling it around his finger. "You grew it out," he said with a soft smile . . . too soft. Such as was his gaze. And by the time he realized it, it was too late. But the moment he did . . . he quickly dropped his hand back to his side, cleared his throat and took a step back, suddenly not trusting himself. "I'm sorry," he quickly apologized. The last thing he wanted, was to make things awkward between them. "I just meant . . . " What did he mean? He didn't even know. "It's been a while," he said dumbly. Lamely. Inwardly cursing himself. "Since Sir William." Since them.
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Post by Arthur Pendragon on Jan 29, 2019 23:10:45 GMT -5
Tag: Guinevère Note: Better layout coming soon! for the love OF CAMELOT Arthur softly smiled as she spoke of a king inviting her, and it being law to attend. He knew -- or at least hoped -- that it was a tease. But he also knew that it was his rank which separated them. Which had pulled them apart. When she asked if she could bring someone, he turned his head to look at her . . . the mention of her daughter making him realize it was the first vocal reminder of the way their lives had grown apart. Though it did not stop Arthur's smile from growing at the mention of her.
"Lunete," he stated. He still recalled how he felt when Merlin told her of Guinevère's daughter. Bittersweet. He was so happy for her that she knew the joys of a mother, as he knew she would be an amazing one. Yet . . . the other part of him -- the part that knew he had no right -- thought of what it would have been like to father her child. He had Alymere at the time which only made him feel even more guilty for having such thoughts. "Of course, Guinevère. She is most welcome. As is Elyan if he too is in the city." Her family. A family that was not his. His own children would be there and . . . well, he knew it should all go well. But the thought of it, was still odd. Perhaps because they had never met the other's children; children that came from separate wives and husbands.
"He has," Arthur agreed. "He, spoke of you often as well," Arthur admitted. Enough for him to know when Guinevère got married. When she had a daughter. Where she was. When her husband passed. She then answered that she bought a home here, explaining that it gave her a view of her father's old forge. "I'm glad to hear that you are settling in well," he told her. "Should you need anything, anything at all, please don't hesitate to ask." He had made a similar offer in the past, when her father died. But now, it was for different reasons. Completely different ones.
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Post by Arthur Pendragon on Jan 29, 2019 22:48:08 GMT -5
Tag: Guinevère Note: Better layout coming soon! for the love OF CAMELOT Was he inviting her. Yes. He was. But would that sound too . . . personal if he said a simple yes? "I am," he stated, deciding to say it like that. Overthinking. Though, surely there was no harm in it. A friend inviting a friend. "They would be glad to see you," And . . . he would be glad to see her. As he was now. But he knew making it sound more general was safer. She told him he did what was right and . . . once again, he felt proud. That he could make her proud. Something that he had strove to do. And, even in her absence, there would be decisions he'd make, with Guinevère's advice in mind.
With thoughts of whether she would approve or not. He'd felt guilty for it, yet he could not change the thought process. No matter how long it had been since they had seen each other. No matter how they had both moved on. "I know the feeling," he told her, when she stated that she felt as if he didn't know him, and yet knew him all the better. "He often spoke of destiny and prophecies," Arthur continued. "It wasn't until I learned of his magic, that I began to understand what I otherwise thought was gibberish." Another tease, for he knew Merlin's words had often been wise ones. "Have you seen him yet?" Arthur asked, going back to his earlier words of how excited he would be for Guinevère to return to the city. Suddenly, another thought occurred to him. "Where are you staying?"
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Post by Arthur Pendragon on Jan 29, 2019 21:49:18 GMT -5
Tag: Guinevère Note: Better layout coming soon! for the love OF CAMELOT Just as Arthur enjoyed making her smile, he enjoyed making her laugh. The melodic sound making his heart swell . . . as she expressed her surprise that he remembered that. Something that was over 20 years ago. "I remember a great deal," he stated, his words holding more depth to them than . . . mere playful remarks made from the past. And he knew he shouldn't go there. He knew he shouldn't say anything that would carry that weight. They were enjoying each other's company. Speaking as if nothing had happened. And Arthur knew, it would not last if he said such things, in the way he said them . . . avoiding looking at her for that would only add to it. So he slightly cleared his throat, and with relief, moved onto the next subject.
"Will you be attending?" He asked, suddenly wanting her to come. And yet . . . knew it was not fair of him to want her to. He did hope she knew that the invitation was there. That the castle had been her home for so long and . . . still was in a sense. Just, not in the way that they had both once hoped. The subject of Merlin seemed to be a far safer one. Arthur rolled his eyes a little hearing Merlin speak of him being the reason the kingdom stands. "Now that he is able to take credit, I fear he is overcompensating." He would tell his children stories of how he used magic and Arthur would often defend himself in such tales.
He knew it was all in good fun . . . but Arthur had learned of all the times Merlin had truly saved his life. It had once caused a rift between them, for Arthur had been hurt. With his father keeping secrets, and Morgana . . . he had been hurt. But the two had long since made amends. And now, it was almost as if nothing had changed, even though everything had. He turned to look at her when she spoke of how she was proud of him. He didn't know why, but it meant a great deal. It made his heart swell with emotion. She was proud of him. Why . . . did that mean so much to him?
"It wasn't," he agreed in a soft voice. "But it was necessary. Magic is woven in the fabrics of this kingdom. I could not deny the good it has done while only accepting the evils." It worked both ways, depending on who was using it. His father had not seen that, and how Arthur wished Morgana could have shown him a lighter path, rather than the dark one she took. He faintly smiled at Guinevère expressing how much it meant to Merlin. "It's strange, isn't it? To think that Merlin of all people . . . holds so much, power." As she had said, she too had been shocked. "
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